What motives me to blog again today?? I feel that the reflections gave me the strength and power to do so. Why is that so?? Readers, maybe you will understand what i mean.
On Tuesday, I gave all the clarinetist a scolding for not taking care of their things. I mean hello.. It is your things. How could you possibly leave them around. Must have a sense of responsibility!!! I just added my " speech" on Tuesday and then the secondary ones gave me problem on the second day. Seriously, i was really puzzled. I thought i just finished screaming then they gave me this kind of problem. WOW!!! Isn't it??
I can assure you that i was a little hot tempered by that and i forced them to write reflections. I came across two very interesting pieces of reflections and i feel that i should share with my readers.
FIRST:
... If i am the senior, i would have give the juniors one more chance. After the one more chance, i will ask them to write reflections and help the seniors with the scores...
Elaine's reflection
- Haven't i gave them one more chance?? I gave them more than one chances. I gave them really alot, goodness gracious. Help seniors with the scores?! Are they up to the standard??
SECOND:
... I believe with more encouraging words and willingness to teach, i think the secondary one clarinetists would not let the band down.. Oh, sorry has no cure according to one of the seniors?? ( YL said sorry has no cure to them when they kept apologising for their mistakes)... Not entire fault has to be put on the secondary one clarinetist as we did put in our best effort in playing our instrument.. I should not have slept in class, no matter how bored and tired i was...
ELaine's reflection:
-When have i not gave them words of encouragment?? When did i unwillingly to teach?? What is the fault should not be put on the secondary ones?? Is it that they could really blow very very well?? If they could, why do they still need me?? I could just step down earlier!! I could have just sit there and dream!!! Alumni 's lesson is boring huh?! Fear not, i will tell French Horn alumni that. On second thought, haven't she has any respect for the alumni and seniors. That proves to me that she doesn't has manners. Writing down what the seniors told her?? This is a recommended behaviour!! But using them in this case, i can conclude that she is not good with words and also popularity.
I think that is all for reflections. Now you know how am i treat in band!!!
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