PROM

This was shelved too long. I forgot what to write as well. I just post the pictures then!!! =)

WHY??

I feel extremely lost. Seeing all my friends saying stuff about JCs. They all love their new school and class isn't it? I feel really sad. In fact, i am tearing now.

"Will they still remember the secondary school times?"
"Will they still remember me?"
"Will they even think of me?"
"Will they still make time for me?"
"Will they laugh and giggle with me?"
"Will they still gossip with me"
"Will we forever stay the same as we promised?"
"Will we still have things in common?"
"Will we still treasure one another when time pull us apart?"

All these weird weird thoughts start to haunt me. I don't think i am dwelling into those thoughts because i am bored or lonely. I sensed that i began to lose contacts with people in JC. I do not mean that they are heartless or something but we no longer have anything in common. The school stuff and friends.

Their school is not my school, neither my school is theirs. Their friends are not mine, neither my friends are theirs.

I have no confidence in keeping my friends. Browsing through their MSN nicks make my heart feels heavy. Talking to them hurts me more. They seem to be " not in a mood".

Where are those laughter and joy we shared? All of the happiness are gone because of hectic schedules...

HAIS!!!

PIANO EXAM IS ON 17TH MARCH!!!

NEVERMIND, I EXPECT MYSELF TO FAIL ANYWAY. HAHAS!!! BUT STILL HAVE TO PUT IN EFFORT!!!

17th!!! One day after my birthday. I thought of playing on that day and yet i was scolded for having that kind of thinking. However, i think i can focus on piano. Why? I am schooless!!! =( So sad!! I doubt anyone will celebrate my birthday with me this year. Sounds very sad but that is life. Furthermore, i am carrying this " not looking forward to any holiday" mood.

Huge change in personality isn't it? >.<

BUCK UP!!!!

Elaine is really slacking her days away!! Not good!! I have not been doing anything productive. Maybe baking and teaching Maths in secondary school but other than both of these,

NOTHING!!! TOTALLY A SLACKER!!! GOODNESS!!! BUCK UP GIRL!!! FIND SOMETHING TO DO!!!!!!!

OK!! LET"S LIST WHAT ELAINE WANTS TO DO FOR THE REST OF THE TWO MONTHS!!

• ELAINE WANTS TO LEARN YOGA!!!
• SPEND MORE TIME ON PIANO
• GO JOGGING!!! SHE IS GETTING FAT!!! WITH FOOD AND ALL!!! =P
• READ MORE BIBLE
• JOB?! I DOUBT SO. TOO LAZY TO WORK!!! HAHAS.

I think that is all!! Will update if there is more!!!!

Pasir Ris?!

3rd Jan!! The first barbecue for the year by my Sec 2A!! It was fun and i missed them lots!! I shall brief on the event since i had some unhappy memories so on and so forth. Okay, it was a nice morning and i hurried to church service. Though i don't always go for the Saturday ones but i went as i invited some of my friends along. Vernon was angry with me!!! I volunteered to help him and yet i back out. I am so sorry!!Vernon, I promised to help you no matter what. Arrange another BBQ soon!! =P

I was late for the service. I missed some part of the worshipping but generally was still alright. I saw Karen there as well. She was there because she had to go for voluntary work the next day. Then some commotion before we left. Not to forget,

A PICTURE BEFORE WE SEPARATED...
Jiaying and i trained to Pasir Ris for BBQ. I rang Vernon up to ask whether he needs food. I bought chicken wings and some items which i cannot remember. MY TREAT so as to "ask for forgiveness" .

However, i was bombard because i bought something which need to be seasoned before consumed. Thanks to Adeline who was around, managed to salvage the situation. The chicken wings became edible under the work of her hands.

Not to forget, the place was WINDY. It was like having a typhoon somewhere near the place. Look at the leaves...

The photos with my dear 2A...









After the nice and filling meal, some of the 2Aians went for a light game of Frisbee.

The little orange thing was a cat. It interupted our game and injected fear in some of our girls. I am also one of them!! >o<

Around 10, we took train back to Choa Chu Kang and we played card game in mixture of "truth or dare" as a punishment on the train. It was thrilling, very fun.

Look at the black glass panel. That was what SY used to peep at ST's card. Caught on pictures!!!

In a nutshell, it was a really nice BBQ!!! =P
In whole, IT WAS HORRIBLE.