I feel extremely lost. Seeing all my friends saying stuff about JCs. They all love their new school and class isn't it? I feel really sad. In fact, i am tearing now.
"Will they still remember the secondary school times?"
"Will they still remember me?"
"Will they even think of me?"
"Will they still make time for me?"
"Will they laugh and giggle with me?"
"Will they still gossip with me"
"Will we forever stay the same as we promised?"
"Will we still have things in common?"
"Will we still treasure one another when time pull us apart?"
All these weird weird thoughts start to haunt me. I don't think i am dwelling into those thoughts because i am bored or lonely. I sensed that i began to lose contacts with people in JC. I do not mean that they are heartless or something but we no longer have anything in common. The school stuff and friends.
Their school is not my school, neither my school is theirs. Their friends are not mine, neither my friends are theirs.
I have no confidence in keeping my friends. Browsing through their MSN nicks make my heart feels heavy. Talking to them hurts me more. They seem to be " not in a mood".
Where are those laughter and joy we shared? All of the happiness are gone because of hectic schedules...
