Where do dreams and nightmares come from?
I had this very bad nightmare which made me teared badly once i opened my eyes. I shall not disclose what the dream is about. However, i start to dwell in it. I don't want the nightmare to come true. I don't want!!
JQ told me that dreams are sometimes given by God. What about this one? Is it given by God? JQ said God somehow makes you sure of who you really like by giving you weird dreams to feel the "pain". But why give me? I don't want any relationship for now!! I am not ready!! Why the heart wreaking feel? Why the pain that kills?
I simply don't understand.
I cried and called out to Him. Murmuring the usual stuff i tell Him at night. I asked and i pondered. Is the dream by Him? Or is it in me all the time? If He really gives me that, what is He trying to tell me?
Wait?
Move on?
I am in a mess.
Perhaps i shall do the same i usually do. Just wait!! Wait till i get a reply... For now, just GIVE ME BACK MY NIGHTS!!
touchable; unreachable
