Random thoughts

I dont know why. But i feel so blessed all of a sudden!!! I have a best friend that will comfort whenever i feel so down. A act cute brother that will take all my nonsense, my secondary school buddies that will drag me out every now and then. I feel so so blessed.

First, my best friend. I really hate to admit this but i will really miss him when he go to Shanghai. I think i will cry but i kept telling him that i will be an idiot if i really cry. He often make me angry and happy. I don't know why. Perhaps is his big bad mouth. Keep on saying that i am an airport. That is mean lah!!! AND AND!!! He often says i am not cute, not hot, not pretty.
!@#()(*&^%$#@!
What kind of best friend is this?? Go and bang the wall lah!! Hahahs. =PP I always have things to tell him!!!
However, however, he is always the first to make me happy. Telepathy!! (sometimes will fail. )hahas =PP

Second, My poor brother. I don't know why. I love to throw my nonsense at him. Like 1 month don't talk, 1 year no interaction. Go and find his nobody friend. Hahas. Then i will merely laugh at his weak salvation. He will always give way to me, then try to make me happy even though most of the time it is not working. Hahhas. I enjoy his patting but sometimes he is so stingy thta he wont even bother to send a single message. Then try to make up some excuses that he thinks that i will believe whole heartedly.Sadly, I will rebut him until he is lost of words!!! =PPPPP


Lastly, My secondary school buddies. I am so looking forward!!!! I am meeting them this coming friday!!! I haven't been seeing them for so long. I was ill on the day we suppose to meet. I feel so guilty!! Supposingly,we should be danging our legs in the steamboat restaurant eating for hours but was sadly cancelled.
ALL BECAUSE OF ME!!!
Now another meeting coming up!!! Repenting time coming too!!! I really miss their very very cute faces. =(((( Hope that i can meet them really really often!!!! =))))

awful surprise

One beautiful day... I sneaked into a lecture!!! It is not mine but my WX's , BW's, D^2's!!! It was like so fun!! Imagine those big big eyes that stick on you when you when you enter the lecture hall. BUT BUT!!! I got do work!! I copy lecture notes for D^2 and gave my utimate most attention!! I treat it like my lecture in fact in my lecture i didn't even behave that good!! =PPP

Not to forget. The lecturer asked why haven't he seen me before. Managed to crap through the conversation!! Just hope he doesn't mind!! =))

Shocked WX sucessfully!! Hahahs. =PP

Random thoughts

It has been a year, specific 364 days.

I thought i like you, i thought i know you.

But is now, i found out that it's memories i have been living on.

I always fear to look at your pictures

All along i thought i will cry so so badly

But today,

I took a step forward.

I peeped at your online diary

I browse through the photos you took

"Is this the person you love?"

"Is this the person you long to have as future?"

Surprisingly,

The answer is no.

The face, which i feel that i will remember

Now, it looks unfamiliar.

The face i have in memory is not like that

How silly.

The birthday gift from me....