看似坚强但容易心碎

每当我和你吵架时，我都不会让步。
你觉得我不好相处，一直把头高高抬起，等你向我赔不是。
你其实不知道藏在背后的我怎么想！
和你吵完后，我以泪洗脸。
哭得连书都不会读。
如果你觉得我很好过，你再三思。

把心里话说出来好多了，现在可以好好读书了。=}

Loves??

I am jealous!!

Eunice made a car in school.
I don't know where she got this very nice tissue box. It's really so nice!! She is always crazy about the princesses in Disney. I am not so crazy but i do love the princesses. Don't know who was the bias one!! Gave her the box, never give me!! Alright, I am just being sarastic. Let's view at those box vehicle below..

Now i want to announce something!! I fell in love with this song. Although it was not a new one but it seems to paint all the memories. Quite nice. I want to delicate this song to all the Sec2s.. =} Listen and refresh your memories with your current class.. Enjoy!!

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Having a hard time dealing with this thingy. Hope it works!! =}

NUMBER OF DAYS TO GCE O'LEVEL CHINESE:

NO NEED TO COUNTDOWN ALREADY!!!!

TOMORROW IS THE DAY!!

31St OCTOBER

Wish me luck!! =}

What is that!?

Butterfly or moth??

This little girl thinks that she is a butterfly!! But to me, she seems like a moth.

Now a short clip of a "butterfly" dancing. I don't denied that she did has a very good rhythm sense but dancing with a blanket.. Well, children what. =}

Retribution

I am now having muscle aches!! So painful. So dead. Reminder to all.. Exercise regularly!! If not have muscle aches.. T-T

Busy day..

I had chinese lesson from 8 to 12.. so tiring!! Doing paper1 and 2. Of course not forgetting my favourite sport, which i never play for quite a period of time, TENNIS!! =}

The score for today? I didn't calculate the score. I don't think the way i played could be counted as a game. More to having fun i think. I have lost touch with tennis and i was like trying my best to pick the game up again. It turned out quite horrible and Ek was like giving me that kind of annoyed face, a bit more to angry, wondering what i was doing. I was having fun and getting high on my own. Quite weird, getting high in a tennis court with another group around. For your info guys, i was not playing with Mr kat!! I will never play a game with him, mark my words.. =P

After the game, my hand was like shivering. I don't think i still have strength for the whole thing. (The way i hit the ball was horrible towards the end of the game. Must train my hand muscles!!=P )

Today isn't seems to be my day. I spoilt my hair clip in the afternoon and then the hailing of cab was also " not in luck". Peggy, Ek and i were like missing lots of taxis. Many of them were "snatched" and some were hired. Ek was saying that today was not our day!! Then he was thinking will the cab we caught met an accident. So stupid!! Think too much le!!=}

Someone asked for dinner at my place. I packed all the dishes i have in the kitchen and brought them down. ( That person can't come up. I don't allow that.) That person was like taking "its" dinner downstairs and i was worrying whether the food i brought was enough. From what i saw didn't seem that way, but since that person said was enough then forget it. ( I did ask you hor, so if you went home for cup noodles is not my problem liao lor)

Sammy sent me a message telling me that my dad will be home anytime.( Not much people know went down. I could go down because my dad's not at home. If he was at home, i doubt i could step out) My dad appeared at the door after a few minutes i arrived home.. Thanks for the message!! ( I was looking for his vehicle but i saw none..)

Busy day today.. Went place after place. This post is a summarise version.. To you may be little, but to me it's lots.. =}

NUMBER OF DAYS TO GCE O'LEVEL CHINESE:

4 DAYS

Bright side?!

The lesson yesterday was fun. I have seen a new fresh look of the HOD. She told us some stories which left us laughing the whole day.. It goes like this: (Chinese character.. In order to read and laugh together, install Chinese character.. =})

我以前有个学生成绩非常好。有一次考试拿了99 分， 但回家被爸爸打一巴掌。后来第二次考到92 分。。 Then one student popped out a question: 被打八巴掌AR?? Then HOD laughed and we did too. Maybe is not the story, it is the question that did. Well, it doesn't matter. The whole incident seemed to bring me back to the time when I'm sec 2. All the jokes, fun.. I will never forget. =} Of course the story has a very nice ending although after the 92 marks paper, his face was swollen. The worse is his dad was a weight lifter. ( Weight lifter.. The slap must be 800 pound "heavy".. )

The other one was on chin. You are right! The chin below your mouth and at the end of your face. She told us that she once had a friend who had a very long chin.. Then my dear 3bians were like writing out the uses for that long chin. One suggested that the chin could hang plastic bag. Another proposed that the chin could be a little table. A bit stupid but at that moment was very funny. Luckily, her friend went for a plastic surgery to "remove" excess bone of the chin if not i think the girls may want to meet him in person and proposed the idea they came up to him.

The day ended quite well, unlike today which really made my mood swinged. First the results, the thing was horrible and my dear mentor was like suggesting me to drop? I did talk to my aunt before hand so everything landed just like what we planned. Parent meeting was horrible because of the time i spent waiting for the teachers. I waited for an hour..

Let me say something that will bring up my mood since my mood was like.. Never mind not important. I went to buy clothes for my wedding lunch and dinner which both of then happened to be on 17 of November. Busy day for me, i think. Okay.. and now I'm left with shoes. Maybe shopping brought up my mood..

To conclude my post, I felt that my presence has been TAKEN FOR GRANTED!! Maybe i should go away or be low profile.. I really hate that!!! The gap between the past and present is really too big.. Since that person thinks that i'm not IMPORTANT!! Then i'm going to let you have the feel of losing me!! I may be bad but that is what you get when you gave me this kind of attitude. I did warn before and i doubt i need to repeat my words so many times!!

Maybe i'm overboard.. Just wait and let me cool down.. =}

NUMBER OF DAYS TO GCE O'LEVEL CHINESE:

5 DAYS

Separations

Streaming is here again but the target is not me!! It's my juniors' turn now. I don't know how are the Sec 2 feeling today because i am locked up inside the art room! I still remember when it was my turn for streaming..

That was a year ago but still worth reminding and it tasted sweet! My dearest 2A'06 was taking down photos of our own classmates, having fun in everything. It was quite difficult for me to jot down everything down now. I cannot remember everything.. =}

To my dear Zhenyi and the rest of my sec2 darlings, get into the courses you want and work hard in that whatever stream.( Zhenyi, don't be sad.. You will still see them de. Just like 2A'06 now. Although some of us may change, but we still won't forget one another. Cheer up!!)

Lessons, lessons and more lessons!!!

First, i have a good news to break. I am not taking Piano Exam next year.. I don't think i have the time and energy to prepare for my O'level and Piano Exam at the same time. Time tells me i am no longer that young. ( Not really that old, but don't have the energy)

Then followed by today. Lessons and lessons!! Shouldn't it be post examination activities going on.. Why are the poor sec 3 still having lessons?? My lessons end at 5pm daily and piles and piles of homework waiting for me to clear.. What a stressful life.. Now O'level exams are going on and I'm right here waiting for mine. 31st Oct i remembered and time for preparation is little.

I have been going to her class for lesson and my instinct tells me that i don't like it. Sometimes, we just can't do the things we like. Although we hate it but we still have to accomplish the mission. Students' mission is to study, whether we like it not we still have to. Poor students.. =(

I have been dozing off in her lesson 3 times!!! Horrible record.. Her lessons are so so dry and she gave piles and piles of work.. Just to add on to the previous post, i did mention that she arranged timetable for us. Seriously speaking, i didn't follow her idea. Therefore, i didn't complete her work. Not us me, others too didn't complete. Another method to make her angry..

I have not been feeling too well at home sometimes. Well, maybe i am too negative. I should take a walk somewhere to sort out my problems which involved my dad..

I will just end here then. Not forgeting my woman, for throwing out her pen. I did warn her to be careful and guess what.. She scolded me idiot for reminding her. And there went her pen just the spot i mentioned. Serve you right... =P

NUMBER OF DAYS TO GCE O'LEVEL CHINESE:

7 DAYS..

Rotten luck?!

Let me start from this morning. Well, my bag was "flooded" just because i did not "shut" the mouth of my bottle tight enough. The bottle released about half a bottle of water and my papers, school diary, umbrella and pouch were wet. Of course, not forgetting my pencil-case that was dripping water.

What a rotten luck!! This made my whole morning so busy. I was drying my exam papers and pencil-case. ( I think i used up packets and packets of tissue papers for cleaning up) Before i forget, i have to thanks Jiaying dear, Raine, Esther who couldn't bear to see the bible book to be ruin.

To add on to the unfortunate event, there is something i want to spell out. Getting things back to its right track is already tedious enough. ( All my things were spread out in class!!) Then, my very nice teacher wants us to move back to our original place!! I was like hello.. Can't you see my things are all spread out. Moving back to my original place will take me lots of my time. Thanks Xinying for helping me back to my seat.

To mention something which has huge contrast, i met Mr Kat today. He was making a kite!! (Today's weather was horrible. It was going to rain!! Flying kites in this kind of weather, weird!! Is it??) Thinking that he was not using his common sense, i told him the weather was not suitable for kite flying. What i expect? He blast out 25.9, then 29.5.. I was like what are you talking about? I soon began to understand that what he mumbled was my chemistry marks..

I was puzzled!! I thought i scored 28.5 instead of 29.5. Where did that 1 mark came from?? He began to explain blah blah and i replied him in a sarcastic tone.I am not mean!! He blast out my horrible marks in front of his sec 1 students. I am just relief that they don't know the total marks for that. If not i am going to skin him alive!!

I proceed to the canteen after that and Mr Benny Lim was eating his lunch? He gave me that YOUR CHEMISTRY MARKS!! that kind of look and that made me even more guilty.( I felt guilty for my chemistry marks after the effort spent by Mr Kat and Mr Lim) He asked me to prepare my exams 1 month before and have consistency in my work. I do have consistency, i don't denied that but as for that study 1 month ahead.. ( I prepare my exam one day before the paper..=P)

In order to save myself from all these trouble, i pushed all the fault to Mr Kat. =) I told Mr Lim that if he wants me to study 1 month ahead, he has to talk to Mr Kat. ( My CCA did not suspend 1 month earlier therefore i "don't have" time!! Since Mr Kat is my CCA teacher-in-charge, i think he could do something to that.. Sorry, teacher!!)

I still have higher mother tougue after school and the lesson was conduct by HOD. I almost dozed off in her class. ( Her lesson was not boring, i think it was the content that was too dry) She had our timetable planned. Look at that:

• Friday=> Watch a movie
• Saturday=> Do Kranji chinese paper1 and 2 (3 1/2 hours)
• Sunday=> Do Commonwealth chinese paper1 and 2 (3 1/2 hours)
• Monday=> Do cresent girls chinese paper1 and 2 (3 1/2 hours)

Good har? Another paper to suffer after End-Of-Year. Wish me luck for 31st october's paper. Haven't touch the piano yet. Stressful life.. =(

The first day of school

I hate today!! The distribution of papers were horrible. I felt like crying but i shed no tears. Well, be positive. Treat this as a lesson then. No point pondering over this kind of things right? Just let it go then. Improve next time!! =}

Speaking of improving, i have asked my dearest senior to give me tutorial. Well, he was like reluctant to coach me but i insisted. What could he do?? I am looking forward to it, i could only say that.

To add on to the number of happy events, ( Since my EOY is already so horrible, i am not writing on the things that are bad. A way to remain happy? I guess.. =P) i think i am leaving for US.. Well, it is not confirm but no harm telling.. Wish my days over there will be great!!

Okay, shall end here. No point writing a long long post when i don't even have the mood.. Maybe i should find a hiding spot for my exam papers.. =P

The toddlers

To suit this picture, i have decided to use this light shocking pink colour for the little baby girl. (If you cannot see the post then skip this)

This little girl was born in july this year. She is really very cute. Just like a little angel. Here is a picture of her..

Baby kaelyn


As for her, i think bright orange will be just fine.. Children are angels when they are sleeping. Really very hard to imagine how naughty they are when they are conscious. Headache is the word to describe. Let me introduce, Eunice

Eunice the horrible devil


Johnson, neither an angel nor devil


The last of all, blue for him is perfect. He is no longer a baby thus a baby blue is a no need. The hat looks nice on him right? I remember i spent a long long time asking him to wear that thing. (At first, he refuse!! Taking a picture of him must be difficult) At last he did. He looks blur but watch out he could be smart..

From the post i think some may say i am wasting my time.. You are right, guys. I am just too free.. =}

Happy moments?

I need compass, medical kit and love for the past few days. Thinking of school reopening in just a few hours, i am really so happy. Can't help it. Happy moments coming..

Maybe i am a bit contradicting but i don't want the holiday to end! Well, i think i pursue a life that is stressless and of course with my friends around. As stressless as now, as many friends as in school.

The only reason i don't want to go back to school is because of the distribution of papers. That is the one and only reason i could think of. Fearing that upon looking at the papers i would break into tears, that's for sure. Maybe not break into tears, but count the number of subjects i had flunk. Why is life so horrible?

Not forgetting that Band is resuming soon, this thought really dampened my mood. My time will be taken up by CCA again; preparing for next year's concert. I haven't touch my clarinet since CCAs were suspended.. Back to basics again..

Happy moments in just a few hours, I think i have to reconsider whether is it a happy moment. All well, be happy to welcome each day!!

STRESSFUL LIFE, HERE I COME..

WASBE tutoring..

Looking at the title, i think most of you will be pondering on what is WASBE. Okay, WASBE is just a tutoring programme to teach young musicians music basically. That includes how to take care of the instruments, how to set up.. blah blah etc.

I don't denied that i really learn alot in this thing. Although i kept mumbling that this programme was taking up too much of my time but i still enjoyed it. Here are some photos i want to share..

Photo with the instructor:



Looking at the picture, it seems that the group of girls is his daughters. Well, it is not a bad thing having a daddy like him.. At least he can coach me on my clarinet..

Another image..

The performance by the professionals:

They were sitting in a semi-circle. Okay, starting from the left of the picture. Flute, oboe, french horn, bassoon, clarinet.( The instrument they are holding)

This programme was actually held in september holiday. A thursday and satuarday i think. I still can remember that i was rushing for this lesson on thursday and i carelessly left my precious A maths textbook in mac. At least i took it back.

This programme really brought back many memories. I pretended to be a magician with Awal; requested Mr kat to treat me drinks( at least he did buy me a bottle of green tea); Mr kat made me run about the school looking for toilet after his packet drink; sliding down with xiao jing ACSI historical "pyramid" (we got scolded also; i doubt ACSI wants to invite kranjians to their school anymore); lying down on their artificial grass..etc

Many beautiful memories were written. ACSI is really a wonderful place. I want to go back there again but i doubt i have the chance. ( stepping down next year.. ) Well, give my juniors a chance ba..

Juniors, remind me to teach you all what i have learnt in that place. I think i haven't teach you all yet. I try to pass what i have learnt to you, if i still remember. =}

Tagboard

Really had a hard time dealing with that tagboard thingy.. I think can kill.. Well, it is done anyway.. Really beats me. So tired!!

Fashion parade??

Two different costumes in the same era.. 14th CENTURY..
I guess =P
Royal kind:


This picture was took on.. i forgot the date.. =} Well, nevermind. Not important actually. I still remember i "organised" this together with Simin, Jiaying, Ruiyang, Siew Lee.. We went all the way to Bugis to a weird shop that rent all this kind of clothes. I still remember i insisted that i want Joaquim to be the male lead. Maybe is my persistance that many of the ideas did not see to an eye. I caused many disharmonies for that but was resolved soon.

I ran about that day; really like a mad woman. I discovered that being a organiser is an important job. Other than maintaining the costumes in good manner, i still need to take care of other stupid chores. Without the organisers, i doubt the show would be put up nicely..

In the end, the things still ended nicely. We won the costume parade!! I still cry don't know for what reason! Nevermind!! Ended months ago already..

Another costume..
Pirates:

I came across this when i was in Bugis with Soh Hong( xiao gu). I can't remember also but i think it was when the part II of pirates of the carribean going to show up in the cinema. Going to show not yet in the cinema.. Ok, back to story.

The "piartes" were giving out brochures!! I suddenly see a beam of light.. the jobs for the pirates of course; after they retired. Hahahahahaha.

Well, i guess i am not the only one taking down pictures of them. They really dressed up very.. ODD?! I think odd is the only word to describe. I mean hello.. in this 21st century, who will dress like that? I think they were introducing the movie. Another new way to attract the crowd isn't it? Wish that the same thing will come out for part III..

Body organs

Recently, I love body organs!! I always go straight to the shelf that place all those pig's organs. I am not disgusting but i just cannot keep myself from taking down those pictures. Check this out!!

Pig heart: ( more like a brain)


Intestines: ( minced meat?)


Liver; some kind of squash:


Kidney:


Intestines again:


How was that? Cool har? Well, i even thought of some stupid excuses for taking down those pictures if anyone would ask me. One of them goes like this: "I am doing some biology project on organs so i need this pictures for my project." No one there will know i don't take biology anyway. This excuse doesn't hurt..=P

Unreasonable

As i mention the previous post, i don't have a very good sense of direction. To my surprise, i saw a vehicle moving in the opposite direction. I was thinking how could there be someone worse than me. At least i can recognise road signs. As for the driver, i doubt he knows any signs.

His car almost crashed into my dad's. I threw whoever is inside the vehicle a look of disdain and that lady "blink" me back. I was really so angry and i can't helped looking at her.

What kind of attitude is that? Who is in the wrong inthe first place? Is that how she express she is in a wrong?

UNREASONABLE!!!!!

天使不可能每次守护你的。。。

The birthday card..

I was checking my mail and i came across this:

Although my birthday was over for quite a long time, but i feel that it was quite unique card! Someone i really love made this for me. Really appreciate what she did. I will keep that!!

My nv ren

Simlin is a very sweet girl. She helped me in almost everything. I still remember once we took exam at tiong bahru. That place was a disaster to me. I don't know the directions!! (Well, my direction sense always has been quite horrible..) I am really so lucky to have my dear Simlin with me at that moment.

Tiong Bahru's one bus stop away was really so far away.. ( Rough estimation, the bus stop was like Choa Chu Kang Crescent's.. so far away) I walked together with Simlin to Tiong Bahru market which is about 1 bus stop away from the MRT station. ( Highly recommend! The food from the hawker centre was delicious.. Drop by there if you have time!! =P)

Passing by my relative's house, i suddenly have the impulsivity to visit her.. My nv ren and i started "shopping" for food and went on a searching hunt. It goes like this. Being a blur sotong, i cannot remember where that old lady stay. I just remember it was one of those very similar blocks. Simlin climbed up and down with me to check door to door.( I just remember the door design.) When we found the place, i think we were sweating really mad.

That lady and i had a little commotion swinging the gate open and close. (She is just being friendly inviting both of us in. But both of us were in a hurry!! Too bad, reject her kind intention)

After the "kind deed" (sending food for loner elderly), we walked all the way back to the MRT station..

I want to complain!!! That horrible girl, jaywalking across the road; dashing the road. Dangerous action everywhere!! Scaring my wits out!! Well not that bad actually, because i did those acts with her.. If she is naughty, i am naughty too.

One incident happened with her, i still remember that i vowed to marry her. hahahaha.. Fear not, nv ren. I will keep my promise!!! =P

The long long holiday..

All students are given 1 week of holiday to reward their hard work after the End Of Year exams. Students are happy that they have the long holiday. Well, i think most of them are happy, only a few of us felt empty not going to school. School seems to be part of everyday life.

This few days i have been going like ' sian sian sian'; miss the school, want to go back. I kept groaning that i have nothing to do. Joshua said that i was crazy. He said that he would be happy that he has such a long holiday. He could prepare for his O' level. Do all his TYS.. ( Isn't it a bit too late? Rushing through all the TYS at this last moment. Well is still better than not doing anything)

Just hope that i could go back to school as soon as possible ba.. The bore is killing me!! This week still don't have piano, even worse! Wish that you still can see me as a whole when school reopens!!

Weirdo?!

Recently, i came across someone quite sweet but seems to be a weirdo. Her 'refuse' to pick up calls and reply messages attitude make others find it difficult to communicate with her. I too have this kind of feeling. But the main motive of this is not on 'how difficult to communicate with her' but 'why i say she is a weirdo'

What i discovered today..

I planned to give her her birthday present today. The way of passing to her was to go to her home and press the doorbell. Before doing so, i went to bukit panjang plaza to meet Joshua to let him write his well wishes for that sweet girl. The sky bagan to rain heavily and both of us were 'stuck' in plaza. That girl gave me a call telling me that she wouldn't be around and wanted me to pass the item to her when school reopen. (I didn't tell her that the item i wanted to give her is her birthday present. I said it was a pen.) I panicked and told her that i will stuff it between the door and the gate...

When i reached there, Joshua spotted that the window is not close thus he concluded that she is in her house. I called her to double check and she didn't pick up the call. I sent her a message and she came out to retrieve whatever i left.

I 'pop out' from my hiding place and asked her a few questions..

-Why are you at home? I thought you left for your grandma's place
-Why didn't you answer the call?

Well, the answers i got back were weird. I didn't ask further.

I have been thinking her answers all way back. Why can't they go to her grandma's place after her sis is back? Why she couldn't hear the ringing tone of her phone calls but she could hear the ringing tone of her message tone?

Weird?! I think so...

The blog for the day..

I want to thank my 女人for the blog!! I am not that kinda blogging person thus i need help from her.. Thanks to her for the birth of this blog!!