Friday, May 30, 2008

I'm sorry. Maybe it is good to get things clear but i have the kind of guilt in me. Perhaps i was to frank that seemed to make you miserable. I cannot do anything to cheer you up. I am sorry.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

sectional

KSB held it sectional again. Although not many came, but we still had fun. We played songs, sang them, hummed them, blasted them, everything.. In order to have everyone playing but not having a person conducting, we INVITED Mr Kat Kar Sien to be our new conductor. Speaking of which, I am a little hot. HE refused to come up when i rang him up but JY spoke to him, he came up. -__- That is so bias lor. Upon asking his reasons, he said he did that because i am not going to school on the 30th. That's revenge lor..

As a matter of fact, his presence was not bad. He listened to the tempo really closely but made sure he gave us the correct tempo though a couple of times he was influenced by Awal, my babe. My babe really could blow alone!! He was just moving to his own speed. Very funny huh?!

We ended around 6 and the worst is, we are the last few students present in the school. Mr Kat walked out of the school with us, then he took a cab home. The girls then sang their lungs out like never before.

Guys, at this point of time, you may be thinking where is Awal, right?? To tell the truth, i really have no idea where he was.. =P

Monday, May 26, 2008

Hard time

Peisi, Leona and i planned to meet around 11.30 today. In the end, the meeting was pushed back and i decided to pay a visit to the centre again. Maybe i was just trying my luck whether will i see the principal, but nope, not at all in the future. I sensed that i was not welcome there and i decided to leave as soon as Leonard, my favourite sec 2 boy after he finished his food.

I really had a hard time waiting but the torturous waiting paid off because HE gobbled up his food in order to save me. I am so touched. I thought he has a girlfriend but he denied. Wonder how true can that be. But it's good that he doesn't has, i feel. He walked home and i walked towards the nearest bus stop.

I met with Leona first and Peisi later as she needs to pack the library. I am really very impressed with her seriously.

Okay back to the story. We travelled to Queensway shopping center just for shorts. Isn't that cool?? To add on to the event, today is monkey's birthday. =}

Sunday, May 25, 2008

enjoyment 2

There is this hesitation whether is this an enjoyment.

First, my Chemistry teacher has been change into a new HOD. I am very reluctant because Mr Kat has been teaching us for one and a half years. Furthermore, O levels are coming in just a few months. Changing a teacher means we have to adapt her new teaching method which means everything got to start afresh. I can't see the reason why the school needs to change 4B's chemistry teacher since we had shown improvement for chemistry. I have talked to the current teacher and planned to appeal. As the principal shows care and concern to the students' welfare, i seriously hope that she could approve.

Now this, i am having severe toothache. Not because i didn't brush my teeth frequently but i am growing my wisdom tooth. Normally that is not really that painful, but with an ulcer, that is a different story.

I cannot blow my instrument and i need plenty of water to replenish myself. ARgh!!! Just wish that i could recover soon.

I did have a fun time in band yesterday and met lots of guest players. Some were really friendly, maybe over friendly. As a matter of fact, I did enjoy myself. Going off to rack my brains on food...



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sorry that i didn't turn up...

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

hmm?!

I am not feeling well today. I planned to go to school as usual this morning but in the end i ended up in the toilet. I was having diarrheoea!!! ={ I sensed that this time was not as bad as the last but in fact it is.
  • NO JUICES
  • NO OILY FOOD
  • NO DAIRY PRODUCTS

Seriously, I wondered how am i going to live??

  • I take milk everyday and now i cannot..
  • I drink a cup of juice daily and now!!!

That is not all..

NO STAPLE FOOD!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!

You love me; love me not

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Enjoyment

Today, all band members had a devastating day. Band practice from 9 all the way to 5 in the afternoon. That was seriously very tiring but to us was quite a fruitful one.

As concert is around the corner, a number of guest players were introduced to the band members. From yesterday, we have a Malay guy with huge, bright eyes. Then today, was someone who loves to share his not so funny jokes.

We had sectional in the morning conducted by JY and me. Thanks to the whoever the teacher in charge is who forgot to inform my tutor. I was pretty annoyed by that but there is seriously nothing i could do at that time, apart from running up and down the school.. I was perspiring profusely and my dearest annoying teacher suggested that the band members should have morning jog.

The day continues after lunch so on and so forth. I hate this part especially which is the sharpening of the pencils. I even had blister after that, not only me, YJY also suffered from the blister. I have learnt that it doesn't pay to be kind. I was torturing myself sharpening the pencils in that hot and stuffy room and all i got from that was pain, sweat, dirty palms.. Not worth, totally not worth.

Band ended with sight reading of a new piece. That was horribly played by me. We were somehow forced to bring home the instruments and i forced the guest player to help me with that. He was quite humorous. When i asked for help, he said he cannot help because my stead will be unhappy if he helps. How he knows i have a stead?? By looking at my face!!! =.= I don't think i have that bliss face, do i??

He did help in the end and i pretend that i can't hear him when he wants to return my instrument back. Cunning isn't it?? By looking at my performance today, i can conclude that i am very sociable, agree???

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Secret meal

Missy and i were hungry while waiting for our dinner yesterday and we decided to gobble some dessert before dinner. We shared an extra large cup noodle not in cup but pot. The noodles tasted not bad; perhaps we were hungry or maybe we did that secretly.

Why is that so?? My grandma, her mother doesn't really allow us to take instant noodles because her gossip group told her that it is not good. But we were really really hungry thus we hid from her. We brought the pot to the living room to devour our food. I fetched Missy a huge bowl which they all scolded me " act cute". SH also joined in the "fun" and i took the pictures of it.






Yummy.




Really that hungry??

After meal, we left the pot in the living room, unwashed.

Lazy women!!

Friday, May 09, 2008

Surprise!!!!

Sunday is Mother's Day. That's fast. I haven't prepare anything yet!!! In fact, i am ready for that. =P Okay, that is not the point of this. The title is "surprise" then it should be a shocking news. This is how it goes.

As usual, I picked Eunice and what did i discovered?? It is their Mother's Day celebration today!! I never bring along my phone, wallet. As a matter of fact, I did not bring anything with me. When i reached there, i was told that i could not bring my cousin back as she was performing something. I am not going to upload the video due to time constraint. What happened then?? I ran back home and retrieved what i left at home and back again.

I was like a young mother. Many gave me eyes of suspicion as i am quite young to be a mother. Anyway, i was crazily buying things and spent $20 on her artwork and a hideous bag. She had a flower, an ugly doll, 3 bags of jelly, a box of sandwiches, a door gift etc.

I found this quite hilarious when Eunice mistook door gift as donkey. That is funny. I came across this also. I was mistaken for her MUMMY, come on, MUMMY. Where on earth is there a mother who is so young?? Who mistook me?? A teacher woring there. Argh!!!

I messaged EK For help and he helped me with those gifts. The other teachers thought that EK Is my husband!!! Okay guys, I am not legal for marriage yet. Since i am legalfor marriage, how can i have a husband and a child?? Make senses???

To end up this, Eunice forgot to bring her school bag home. Isn't she cool?? How could a kid forgot her own school bag??? Horrible!!!


MY mood-- mixed feeling of anger and laughter

Uncontrollable

As i mention the primary 3 boy who i taught weeks ago, is giving me a hard time today. Really really a hard time. I am really impressed with the teachers seriously. They were full of patience in terms of talking him around.

What happened?? I decided to proceed to the EX student care centre again just to purely discuss my horrendous Mother Tongue marks. The principal was not there AGAIN. Yup, with me alone fighting against the Chinese. Everything went well at first until, Han Liang, the primary 3 boy starts to misbehave himself. I suppose he was too familiarise with the studying environment he has at home and shifted his mindset into the centre. He laid all his books on the floor with some scattered colour pencils. He just sat there with rather huge space.

The Chinese teacher, not quite happy to see his things laying around which to her was a mess, she demanded the storybooks to be kept in his bag. He refused to and threw his temper just to prove that he is irresistible. I was using a gentle method to make him listen. He showed that he was listening to my facts but in the end, he used his own very method to fight back.

He screamed, he scratched, he pushed, he hit. Just like a guy behaving wildly. The teacher forbid him to go out because of his attitude. Just like many other normal kids, he was displeased with the arrangement, he fought back and ended up eating chili paste. (The teacher was really at wits end)

He was really not bad, just only that he loves to hug me to show his love for me. I can feel that since i came across this kind of people before. He was really a special one at least he is better than that CALVIN!!! He is nice except the fact that he is uncontrollable.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

horrible behavior

Since i am at home for the day, i don't mind posting a little more. Through presence, i saw this little girl who was seriously not behaving herself. Her mum is running late and there she is taking her own sweet time to do things.

  • First, she laid on the bed as if she did not need to go to school.
  • Second, she stuffed things into her bag which ARE NOT necessary.
  • Third, she yaked her lungs out when i forbided her to bring and continue to waste time.
  • Next, she threatened her mum to do things for her.
  • Lastly, she brought food to school which i wondered too.

Aren't there food in school??

MY mood-- Confused

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Wednesday, May 07, 2008

I'm just too bored!!!



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I lost something!!! AGAIN!!

I shall not mention anything about it now. It really spoils my mood. I will start from what i experience yesterday.

I went back to the centre again as planned and thanks to the principal who fails to turn up without even telling me. They kids were having mother tongue paper on the 7th which is today. But the oldest and who loves to rely on others is having A maths paper. (Which is me!!) You guys can see the picture that NO ONE is going to help me. The Chinese, i doubt they can even recognise any words there.

I wasted my time until 4.30PM until i went to teacher Jenny's room. She too has kids to give tutorial and i discovered that some of their sisters were from Kranji. Cool, isn't it?? My saviour came on 5 and i had tutorial from her until 6.30PM.


Despite all the effort, i think i have done badly for this. My Chemistry is very horrendous. I somehow feel not like working anymore. Mr Kat said i did show some improvement but i personally feel that the improvement is too little. Maybe i should take step by step but i really can't wait. Maybe the peak is not there yet, but where is it?? My patience is running out!!! (I have never shown that out before. I know i should not be disheartened but i just feel like letting out. No worries, guys. I feel better now. )

I have not engaged the title yet. Well, what happened. I lost something today. You can say "again". This time is not wallet but a card. It's not an IC but that belongs to someone else's instead. My luck has been going downward and i can't sense a change in that. That is so bad. Misplacing things, making things bad etc. GOODNESS, I HAVE ENOUGH!!! SERIOUSLY ENOUGH.

I thought of mocking Chin Seng but since i am in a foul mood, i shall let him off this time.




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You love me not

Sunday, May 04, 2008

shocking truth

My paper ended early on friday thus i made a trip back to my EX school care. I had long been there and i thought of catching up with the capable principal. To my surprise, she is giving the centre up. On asking on the reasons, she said it was too stress to handle the place. Indeed, for a woman to run the place on her own is not easy. Since she feels that giving the place up is the best choice then let it be but, this means that i can't go back anymore in the future. Isn't that sad??

Despite of this, I too found out that she detests the new buyer. After some detailed observations and conversation, I feel that she is pretty annoying. She talked like she is gentle but in fact she is not. She doesn't allow the kids to ask any questions which i don't understand why. Aren't the children here to learn, how could they possibly learn if they don't ask a single thing.

The principal left in a short while and i too left. I returned back to deliver my handmade jellies for test maybe not for test but to cheer my wonderwoman up. I stayed there for a while and left for home. I will be back too.

Why i left?? the reason is, i don't feel well with a guy kept on looking at me. It feels weird seriously. In fact, I don't even know him. that was the first meeting and he came up to me just to know me. That's not wrong but kept on looking seems weird. Check this out..

Calvin: Hey, girl. What is your name??
Elaine: Elaine?
Calvin: Oh! I am Calvin
*Trying to change topic*
Elaine: What is this??
then commotion all around..

The worst came when he sat diagonally to me. He then peeped at me, behaved like a copycat by coping all my actions. What a SICKO !!!! We left the place at the same time but i ran ahead of him. I was too afraid to see him. But that proves that i still have charm isn't it?? =P

In the nutshell of this post,

I HATE CHINESE in particular!!!
DON'T STARE AT ME!!!!



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