Staying pretty??

Elaine and Wanlin met today!!
We were having fun time alone
despite we met like 5PM in this Monday evening.
In fact, we met up for the Ez-link card for Poly.
However,
we decided to dine out and also get our nails done!!
In order to save a couple of bucks for nail painting,
we shared our dinner.
In return, we had our tummy filled!!
A nice way to cut cost!!
A great return!!
There is this express medicure and pedicure that interests us
but,
it comes in a package
so we were left with no choice but to take it.
Hey pals!!
if you have been to lot 1,
you should have seen this very pretty and small nail outlet
on the escalator up to the second level.
GUESS WHAT?!
It is under the same management as the one in the interchange.
I was then telling WL that jokingly
and my guess was right.
My luck for these kind of crap is good isn't it?
We reacted funny in there!!
We spent lots of time choosing the colour,
as if have a whole day's time!!
We wanted our toes' colour the same,
a different coat for fingers.
WL chose red for her fingers; Elaine's purple.
BROWN coating for all of us!!
Next, after everything, we were sent to this room
which we had to be separated.
I almost died in there; of boredom
I was all alone looking at my nails
and damaged the coating a couple of times!!
The nail colouring took us lots of time
but overall,

WE STILL ENJOYED IT!!!

Another way of writing!! =P

WHAT, WHY, WHEN, WHO, WHERE, .HOW

I missed these words!!!! It has been long since i attended a PROPER English lesson conducted by any of my English teachers. In fact, this post is not really about English.

Elaine is getting pessimistic!! I don't know why too!! It seems that i have lost all my confidence!! All of my friends started to cheer me up!! i know they are worried and i know they care. However, i cannot help still feeling that way.

"NO ONE IS PERFECT!!"

That is what everyone has been telling me. "You are not, so is the person!!! She may looks perfect but she is not" Vernon told me that a looked perfect person is not good!! Why? Because that person is not acting normally. That person is not being oneself!! That person just wants everyone to be in favour of oneself. I am not sure whether i took in Vernon's message but one thing i am sure of is, it did manage to make me a little happier!!

Is it me that i wont want to let go? Or is it i cannot? Something which is quite argumentative.

GUIDE ME!!! =(

what am i thinking
I am not sure
I just know that i dont like things to turn out this way

SHOP, SHOPS, SHOPPED, SHOPPING

It seems that Elaine's pre poly life surrounds by all these words!! Give yourself 4 months of free time and other than shopping, especially for girls, practically there is nothing to do. The shopping trip continued with Simlin, who happens to be my long lost woman for she ran away with her 4A mates!! =PP Anyway!! We got together on Thursday!!! People, never keep two ladies away for too long, if not a terrible gossip section will start!! =@

We went for a movie "Race To Witch Mountain". I am not advertisting it but the show was great. Very thrilling!! Not to forget, SL was VERY IRRITATED by someone in the cinema!! That person sat behind me and was snoring throughout the show. SL made sounds and then the snoring sound stopped and which continued after a few minutes. A warning to all!! Never buy too uch food into the threate!! We could not finish the nacho and popcorn!! =P Waste food!! =@

We headed for Jurong Point for shopping. Through i go to that place once a week but in order to please her and not to spoil the very nice atmosphere, i agreed!!

I WANT TO LODGE A COMPLAINT!!!!!
People!! My woman is very "kind and understanding" lest you people not know!!! What she did?
SHE, THE EVIL ONE, BROUGHT A BAG WHICH WAS GOING TO SNAP!!! THEN!!!FEARING THAT HER STUFF WOULD DROP WHEN THAT HAPPEN, SHE STUFFED EVERYTHING THAT WAS INSIDE INTO MY BAG!!! THAT INCLUDED THE VERY SMELLY BOTTLE THAT SHE CLAIMED IS FRAGRANT.

To save myself from that very torturous misery, i suggested a bag hunt. That evil one still CONSIDER whether to get one!! >< In the end, we both got a bag; birthday present for everyone!!! After a little walk, a little gossip and a little shopping, we called the day off!!

I ENJOYED THE DAY EXCEPT FOR THE BAG SPOILING PART!!! =PP

SIMLIN!!! THE POST YOU AWAIT!! WHERE IS YOURS!!! =PP

What am i still waiting for?
A return?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Okay!! This came a little late ya? But anyway it is alright. The birthday celebration dragged for days!! I shall just brief about it!!=}}

On Friday, 13th March!!

MY and i met up for shopping. We went Far East Plaza and we each bought a pair of shoes. We went rounds the place just to hunt for very "worth the price" shoes!! We found it in the end, GOOD GOOD!! We saw Michelle Chia and her husband-to-be there too!! She is tall!!! Very tall!! So is her husband-to-be. We caught JY there with TP!! They were dating there after JY's work. To satisfy MY, we went taka to search for chocolates!! Though we found nothing but the trip was fun.

WL's unglam!!!

For dinner, we indulged ourselves in Yuki Yaki in Marine Square. WL suggested there. In fact, MY and i thought of having our dinner in Sakae in Cineleisure where we ate the previous year!! You can imagine we were having great time shopping in big big shopping centres. That also explains why i am late for CELLGROUP.

I LOVE MY CELLGROUP TOO!! They celebrated my birthday as well!! JY bought me a cake. I gave birthday speech and the rest of the members were joking around making the atmosphere "higher". They bought me a pastry book and also a small little minnie mouse gift!!

SATURDAY, 14th March

I had piano lesson that day!! After which i went to the Singapore Flyer for a nice and comfort ride!!

Ready?

Marathon of photos coming up!!! =P

After whcih, my family and i had lunch there and we procceded to Marine Square and Suntec. My uncle bought me a bag which i can carry for school in Poly!! Why did we go to Suntec? As you people know there was an IT fair going on in Suntec and my uncle insisted of going in to take a look. We didn't go in in the end!! The place was too crowded and packed. We were like "hamburgers" even before we step in. The crowd was that bad.

In the night, my youngest aunt bought me a cake despite her big and heavy tummy!! =P

Sunday, 15th march

A church day again!! I baked cupcakes!! They were yummy!! =P I was late on that day but i still could make it for service. I WORE HEELS!! After service, the cellgroup went for lunch at Jurong Point. We went shopping and after that we went Starbucks!! Goodness!! I HATE COFFEE. Can you imagine i stepped in just because 4 out of 5 voted for it? Then BA, he suggested to buy black coffee and put in front of me? However, i survived through the coffee thing!!

I went home later and taught my cousin piano. Not to forget to mention!! I changed my phone!! It was a birthday gift as well!! =P

Monday, 16th March

The actual day!!!

That day was the worst!!! I went for piano on my birthday and after that idle in Mac!! I went Mac because SQ asked for me. Other than some birthday wishes from my friends. That day was just another normal day for me!! What is worst!! I have piano exams on 17th!! What a nice birthday birthday present from the music school!!! ={ To add on to the event, my dear band juniors bought me a cake and celebrated my birthday in mac for me!!!!

SQ took it out of boredom!!

I WANT TO GIVE SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL WHO SENT ME BIRTHDAY MESSAGES AND ALSO WHO CELEBRATED WITH ME!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!=PP

So this is how my blog looks like!!

Elaine went Singapore Poly today for enrolment. She got a admin card and a laptop.

YAY!! I was freaking happy!!! I spent almost half a day there, visiting the campus, learning how to use the stupid laptop and not to forget, to look at my new school's very handsome seniors!! Hahas!! kidding ya? =P

What totally made me day was that someone praised that i was cute and friendly. I was elated!! it is quite rare that you will get the chance to receive praises from young ladies!! The one who said that was a girl ya!!

After the SP trip, i went for lunch with Sam and went home to take a really short break. I had to rush to Kranji for tutorial. I went shopping first with SQ and arrive there late. SQ should know why ya? My third and fourth toe CRAMPED!! Well, at least i did make my way there!! I still can walk there!! Practically, i was playing in school. So bad!! That was really unprofessional. How could a tutor play instead of teach!! I will repent!! =b!!

I REALLY MISS XINYING!!!

LOOK AT HER PICTURES!! Not to forget, i got scolded for taking her pictures!! not by Xinying but by this very irritating counter staff!! =@

I LOVE HER NEW LOOK!!!

i want to see you!!

LONG LOST FRIENDS!!!

I am so happy today!! I met CS, SL, MY, Vernon. JY wasn't here but i know that there will be chances that we will get together!!! 16th march it shall be!!! (Raine, Xinying, Vernon, Jiaying, all of you know ya?)

I WANT TO SAY THIS!!!

I REALLY DIDN'T EXPECT SENG TO READ MY BLOG!! SO ARE YOU, VERNON!!! I WAS REALLY VERY TOUCHED WHEN SENG SAID THAT I WAS VERY SAD ON MY BLOG VERNON WHO EVEN BLOG ABOUT IT. I WAS TOUCHED!!! I MEAN IT.

TO THOSE WHO READ, YOU ALL ARE REALLY MY DEAR!!!

We went Pastamania for late lunch, around 3 plus!! I was laughing like mad due to Vernon's jokes again, as usual. We then took pictures there!! SL was hiding away for the camera because i want to take the picture Vernon, MY and ME!! I forced Vernon to be intimidate with me. We held the menu that is big to cover our face, leaving CS and SL there!!

After we finished our nice and filling lunch, we proceeded back to Kranji. WC joined us in school after which. We found some of our teachers and began to chat!! After school, MY and WC went another way and the rest of us went to Lot 1 with Miss Foo.

All i can say is that CS and Vernon were very good listening ears. I blasted Vernon's ears all the way to Lot 1. Although he did say that i look like a bimbo and also a flower vase but he is quite good in general!!! I blasted CS's ears on bus. We took the same bus home!! It has been very long since we lasted took a bus back together. I really miss those times!! CS said that he missed those times taking bus home with XY and me. I MISS RAINE TOO. The time when we waited for bus after night study was memorable!!

I WANT IT BACK!!!

Daddy's back

I LOVE MY DADDY!!!

I missed him alot and he is finally back for a course or something and will be leaving again after 3 days. He thought of bringing me along but i got to enrol for poly on the 12th. I picked him up yesterday at the airport. Eunice was well-dressed, so was i!!

After which, i went to my aunt's place. There i went, playing with the dogs.

SOCK!!!

The three of them are cute. They get hyperactive when there are guests. They will go running about, jumping high and low. In fact, Sock is the most active one but i just grabbed him and put him on my lap. He dozed off after a few pats!!

PILLOW!!!

Look at his triangle face!! He was scratching himself when i took his pictures and he just looked at me.

I MISS THEM LOTS TOO!!

Am i just purely busy or i got over?

happy happy happy

I passed my urine test!!! So happy that i did!! I failed that yesterday because i have protein in the urine. it is 3 positive i think. Very bad!! But today it is negative!! What happened? Elaine drank 1.5L of water before taking the test. Due to the aggressive drinking, Elaine's urine was perfectly clear!! GOOD!!! Not to forget, she was bitched by the nurses.

Elaine is very flirty these days. She fell in love with someone!! That is nice right? But that person is a girl, TP!! I can't say i fell in love with her but she did managed to capture my attention. She is different from her peers and furthermore, she looks like "her" to me. The mindset was contradicted by GL who confirmed that TP and "her" are DIFFERENT in terms of looks. To him, TP is prettier as compared!! Of course, Elaine is also prettier than "her". I am so happy. What about Elaine and TP? It is pretty obvious that TP is prettier because she is young!!! =P

Speaking of looks and looking at what i just wrote, I can conclude that i am really getting more and more bimbotic. Everything i wrote is about looks, looks and more looks. My peers, am i really becoming like that? My juniors said i behaved like that also. I am so dead!! Such a brainless freak. Perhaps i cannot even be a bimbo. I have no looks!!! =P

Before i forget, Elaine's msn nick is this: "Busy you:P ELAINE's throat itch"
Guess what Vernon said!! You so act cute. Cough say cough la. Say your throat itch. He almost make my heart stopped with his jokes!!! VERY FUNNY!!! Even my aunt also laughed!! =P Vernon, you did a good job man!!

Am i still the same person?
Am i still loving you?
You gave me excitement
But now, it's calmness

=(

I don't feel well. Not emotionally but physically. I don't want this to be like my 15th birthday. On my 15th birthday, i was sick. I wish that my 17th won't be like that. I am having a running nose, mild sore throat and a slight headache. What is worse, my birthday is exactly two weeks away for now. I strongly believe my condition will last till that time. It feels terrible and yet i have to teach tomorrow. Two hours of talking and writing and then cell group meeting at LY's place. Luckily, it is at LY's place. If not i am so going to miss it.

I am now confused. What is happy? I think i am happy but the people around me feels that i am not. Am i really happy or it is just hallucination? I am not sure. It is just like some of the questions which i don't know.
What is feeling?
What is thinking?
Are they the same or they just appear to be the same? I don't know the answer. I seems to be uncertain about things which are like a piece of cake to me in the past. I don't even know what i want!! Everything seems to be the same and not important. I cannot make my own decision now. WHY?

Vernon, Minyan and i went back to school today. I do have lots of happy moments with them. Vernon, who is currently having deprive school days, cracked some very annoying jokes. These jokes never fail to bring laughter. However, Vernon informed me that these jokes don't bring laughter to his friends back in Anderson. WHY? Different upbringing, different culture. =(

Both of us then send Minyan back and we saw Alice and Wanxin. We chat like never before and we proceeded home. Tomorrow is my long day and not to forget, Thursday is my longer day!! Medical checkup again, maths lesson and dinner with Li Khoon. Busy!! How can i recover with such packed schedule??


Do i still carry a torch for you?

Medical Checkup!!

Elaine went for medical checkup today with MY!! It was very fun!! I can say that this was the very first time i really laughed my heart out ever since i changed. I was very afraid of checkups!! SCARY!!

Elaine went for X-ray, eye check and blood pressure!! The X-ray was horrible. There was a nurse who was very fierce very fierce. She kept mumbling and nagging. Followed up next was blood pressure and eye check. Initially, it should be urination test!! I skipped that!! =} Will be taking it on Thursday!! In another words, i have to make a trip there again!!

I fear the urination test the most.
Can you imagine, you have to squeeze out some drop of urine even you don't feel like going to the toilet?
Can you imagine, you have to urinate in a cup and walked around with it?
These are so torturous!! Never mind about that, we shall leave the "lose face" thingy to Thursday!!

Elaine skipped stage two and went to three!! The waiting time was very long!! Elaine had a fun time talking with MY.=P

The nurses over that side are much more friendly. They smile and joke with the students, liven up the atmosphere. Elaine's blood pressure; LOW!! The nurse was shocked!! People usually have high blood pressure but mine is totally opposite. We had a conversation;

NURSE:Do you feel giddy after you turn in circles?
ELAINE:Yes.
(After which Elaine ponder, who doesn't feel giddy after spinning?)
ELAINE:Is there any other questions other than the spinning question?
NURSE:Yes. Do you feel giddy when you squat and stand?
ELAINE: No!!

Then eye test and height and weight! I fear height and weight as well!! I know very well myself that i wont hit out a BMI of 23 but my BMI is 14.
IT IS VERY LOW ALSO!! The nurse looked at me!! I simply just grinned and turned away. I have not been eating very well for the past few months!! My weight DECREASED. Can't blame me for that!!

The checkup ended with this,
NURSE:Do you have...
ELAINE: HUH?
NURSE: Never mind. Huh that means you don't have. You may go.

MY and i checked up my piano exam venue as well. At least i have a rough idea where it is. We went SHOPPING!! We pampered ourselves with a blouse each. SIMILAR PATTERN BUT DIFFERENT COLOUR!! It has been long since i go for shopping. A relaxation for me!! The shopping trip continued with jokes, laughter and food!! We shared stuff like school's teachers. It was really so funny. My stomach suffered a short cramp!! Followed by MY's physical condition. That one almost killed me. I think i managed to attract people's attention by laughing like a mad woman!!
Can you imagine a 17 years old girl jumping and laughing like nobody's business?

MY bought herself a "jacket". (I don't know what it is!! I am very bad with clothes.) It cost her $19. It was quite a deal because practically, no shops offer it at such low rate. I was tempted by a long shirt. That was $10. A nice deal also but i missed it today. Better luck next time!! =P

IN GENERAL, I AM SO HAPPY!!


Is it correct?
Did i managed to get my smile back?