Okay, i came across this when i was in church. Guys, most of you may know that i was feeling very well these days due to some personal stuffs. I had been going to church to attend some issues and i have somehow bond with my cousins.
Since my title is about some funny issues, i shall not flood this post with some saddening stories or reflections.
I called up Buddy today and i tried to recommend Gabriel, my cousin and Buddy together. They were very cute when they were on the phone.
At the very first, i passed the phone to Gabriel and he started" Hello!!... " He made me giggled together with his brother!!!I asked Gabriel what is his course and he said Cleaning Engineering or something. In the end, Buddy was also in the same course. (See lah, the same course!!! Gabriel still said SP is very big, how he knows.) After that, they discovered that their class was just one number different. I think Buddy is 1 then my cousin is 2.
After the call, I asked why was Gabriel reacting like this. He just said" Interact ma!! " HAahs!!!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
outing
I am always got disturbed when people called me a mummy. I mean hello.. mummy at my age with a five years old girl isn't a little too amusing?? Well, i got into this AGAIN. My aunt wanted me to accompany my sister to her outing and there, a group of parents surrounded me discussing about parental issues. I was like " I understand... I know... " but in my heart was like torn?! Do i say thank you to the bus which came in time to save me from those talks?? Enough of sarcasm. There are a couple of pictures i want to share..
I went to underwater world with the bunch of kids and these are those i took secretly..
TOuchpool...
Underwater world!!
Lecture for kids?! With eunice acting attentive!!!
After those i would say amazing water world, we went for lunch together with the dolphins.
Smile, Jiayi!!!
"What are you doing?? Taking my photo??"
"I am going to wash my hands!!!"
We ended the trip afetr the dolphins' show and headed straight to their centre to have a short nap. But some of them just entered their dramland while waiting. That shows how tired they were after the short trip. Kids what!!! Of course tends to get tired easily!!!
Isn't he sweet??
I am so pleased to say that i am rather popular with kids!!! Reason being, they were eager to hold me hand!!! WOW!!! Here is my value with kids!!! SO happy!!
I finally discovered that i love kids so much!!
My one and only!!
I went to underwater world with the bunch of kids and these are those i took secretly..
TOuchpool...
Underwater world!!
Lecture for kids?! With eunice acting attentive!!!
After those i would say amazing water world, we went for lunch together with the dolphins.
Smile, Jiayi!!!
"What are you doing?? Taking my photo??"
"I am going to wash my hands!!!"
We ended the trip afetr the dolphins' show and headed straight to their centre to have a short nap. But some of them just entered their dramland while waiting. That shows how tired they were after the short trip. Kids what!!! Of course tends to get tired easily!!!
Isn't he sweet??
I am so pleased to say that i am rather popular with kids!!! Reason being, they were eager to hold me hand!!! WOW!!! Here is my value with kids!!! SO happy!!
I finally discovered that i love kids so much!!
My one and only!!
painkiller?!
It has been long since i take pictures of sky.. I think this is the only picturs that can relief me from the sorrows..
Once loved always loved
What a rather strange title. Once loved always loved. For this, i am not going to say who was my last crush nor who has a crush on me but what i feel for my relatives.
I just lost someone maybe not close to me but never fails to lecture me to a higher level of life. I am feeling helpless and maybe lost in my own world. At this point of time, i am not going to have any regrets like" how i wish i could spent more time with her" that kind but i am just going let myself step out of this. The mood i am currently having is just the same as the time my smallest aunt got married. She is my favourite and i don't want her to leave the circle. For her, i took around a month to accept the reality but this time, i doubt a month is enough.
Crying to me is just easy as anything but i cannot even shed one tear when i received the news yesterday. I don't know why!!! I woke up every single hour and had difficulties coaxing myself to bed again. I am feeling afraid which i could not put any reason to it. Perhaps it is the first time in my life i am facing funeral. The first time in my life i am not suppose to celebrate any festive season. The first time i am losing someone close to me. The first time where there is no one for me when i need help.
I know Buddy will be always there for me but i cannot always depend on him. This would be unfair for him. As for ZD, i cannot always pour my troubles on him, when he didn't bother me with all his displeases. I am really feeling helpless but this kind of helpless is what i want to carry myself. I seriously wish that no one would interfere unless i turned for help.
I just lost someone maybe not close to me but never fails to lecture me to a higher level of life. I am feeling helpless and maybe lost in my own world. At this point of time, i am not going to have any regrets like" how i wish i could spent more time with her" that kind but i am just going let myself step out of this. The mood i am currently having is just the same as the time my smallest aunt got married. She is my favourite and i don't want her to leave the circle. For her, i took around a month to accept the reality but this time, i doubt a month is enough.
Crying to me is just easy as anything but i cannot even shed one tear when i received the news yesterday. I don't know why!!! I woke up every single hour and had difficulties coaxing myself to bed again. I am feeling afraid which i could not put any reason to it. Perhaps it is the first time in my life i am facing funeral. The first time in my life i am not suppose to celebrate any festive season. The first time i am losing someone close to me. The first time where there is no one for me when i need help.
I know Buddy will be always there for me but i cannot always depend on him. This would be unfair for him. As for ZD, i cannot always pour my troubles on him, when he didn't bother me with all his displeases. I am really feeling helpless but this kind of helpless is what i want to carry myself. I seriously wish that no one would interfere unless i turned for help.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Jellies!!!
Okay, i shall upload this before it is erase from my memory. I am crazy over this thingy. This box actually belongs to my buddy. We made some and exchange. Mine were pineapple and longan and his was peach!! His is not bad, good for guys. Well at least it is edible. Hahas..
In conclusion, mine is sweeter but his is softer. BOth are good!!! =}
NARNIA-- PRINCE CASPIAN
I am so fascinated with Peter!!! Who is that?? He is the elder brother in Narnia. The one who is so cool and handsome!! Wake me up!!! Hahas. Okay enough of that.
I went for Narnia in jurong point. Actually had tickets with me but due to the time constraint, i shall not upload any pictures. That show was not bad, quite exciting. I just love the part when my dear Peter fought with the Caspian king. That king is not to my liking!!! To be specific, i don't like all the Caspian except for the prince. He is cool but not my cup of tea. =P
I think i should end this up brfore i got drown in my own world.
See you.. tata
I thought i was the special one
I was foolish!!
I am just another
I went for Narnia in jurong point. Actually had tickets with me but due to the time constraint, i shall not upload any pictures. That show was not bad, quite exciting. I just love the part when my dear Peter fought with the Caspian king. That king is not to my liking!!! To be specific, i don't like all the Caspian except for the prince. He is cool but not my cup of tea. =P
I think i should end this up brfore i got drown in my own world.
See you.. tata
I thought i was the special one
I was foolish!!
I am just another
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Monday, June 16, 2008
Had been having fun fighting with rabbits these days. My uncle wasn't around and i got this very important job for that.
That rabbit was like... OMG?! Check this out..
The brown thingy WERE its faeces!!!
Don't be tricked by its cute appearences!!! It is so naughty.
I frightened the rabbit and it frightened me as well.. Okay!!! WIN WIN SITUATION!!! =}
Batam
Okay.. Batam trip!! I thought Batam is in Malaysia but in actual fact it is situated in Indonesia. I
am a country pumpkin!! Hahas..
am a country pumpkin!! Hahas..
Pictures speak more than words so now, i am going to just flash some pictures and shut up!!
Indonesia too has its greenary!!
I feel that i am bliss when i came across this picture.. 
That shows that how harsh their living condition is!!
Pictures of my very nice hotel.. With very strong holiday feel..
The place where i had my massage.. Their service was awesome!!! Just the fact that their massage wasn't hard enough. But i have pain the next day!! Don't know why either!!
Have you seen KFC having spaghetti?? SURPRISE!!!
A common sight..
Swimming takes??
1
2
3!!!
Now, Elaine's unglam sight!!! Peeing into the pool!!! Dirty!!!
Leaving!!!
Okay.. Last shot!!
Actually, other than these.. We had shopping!!! As a representative of a shopaholic, i shall not reveal how much i spent and what i bought!! =}
Elaine is crazy over red bull!! Thanks to buddy for that!!! There is a bottle of it sold in Batam!!! Check this out!!
Lastly, ELaine had a haircut after she came back!!!
Nice?? hahas..
Reflections?!
Concert came in just a blink of eyes and ended in just the few hours. Had feelings of unbearable and regrets. Memories of the band came to me, or do i say haunting me?? I feel that they just want me to cry!! The band members had been having rehearsals, working so hard just to make it a success.
Okay, enough of moody stuff. I don't want to cry again like what i had in school and on bus. It is embarrassing.
I am somehow step down from my CCA, the one which i spent so much time and effort on. "That is a part and passer of life", many would have just enlighten me. I know that is, that is only a phrase and i am going to let it go. Look at the bright side!! Maybe it is the time now for me to focus on my studies instead of having fun?? Perhaps i should let band go!! Let it soar to a higher level.
MY mood: moody of course.
Okay, enough of moody stuff. I don't want to cry again like what i had in school and on bus. It is embarrassing.
I am somehow step down from my CCA, the one which i spent so much time and effort on. "That is a part and passer of life", many would have just enlighten me. I know that is, that is only a phrase and i am going to let it go. Look at the bright side!! Maybe it is the time now for me to focus on my studies instead of having fun?? Perhaps i should let band go!! Let it soar to a higher level.
MY mood: moody of course.
Tryouts
Thursday was a fun day. Really a nice one!! Peisi, Alan, Benjamin and i went for a hunt for instruments. We went to Dennis' shop actually to look for him wasn't around at that time. We then picked up the instruments the shop has and played with it.
I suck at flute, i don't deny that. I have been trying it for 3 years and nothing came out of it except for air, air and more air. But i have got sound from that!!! So happy, through was feeling dizzy after the excess blowing. I too tried the trumpet and trombone. They are better than the flute, i feel.
We left that place after staying for 2 hours. Abrupt ending again!! ={
I suck at flute, i don't deny that. I have been trying it for 3 years and nothing came out of it except for air, air and more air. But i have got sound from that!!! So happy, through was feeling dizzy after the excess blowing. I too tried the trumpet and trombone. They are better than the flute, i feel.
We left that place after staying for 2 hours. Abrupt ending again!! ={
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I'm back!!
Had tedious time at camp!! I cried during the camp also!! Now, a brief to that!!
DAY 1
Practice, practice and more practice, not to forget my welfare duty. Ran up and down FIVE times in a row just to get things done. I was really yearning for a breafast that point of time. Everything was quite nice except the fact that i was hoot by Ms thng openly. Had campbell soup for supper with the help of the guest player. As a matter of a fact, i really don't know that i have the power of making a person cry. My dear guest player almost cried just because i wronged him. In the end, we still patched up because i begged for his forgiveness.
Elaine was misbehaving at the camp. She didn't take a wink that night. Reason being, she had gastric pain through the night. Isn't she pitiful?? I think is okay after she had cup noodles from Mr Kat to fill her stomach. Seriously, i felt stupid when i almost toppled the leftovers when i was resting. I just have to say thank you to my dear guest player for his pillow to relieve my pain. Of course, i made his pillow smells.
DAY 2
On seeing that i was so stressed and tired on the second day, Ben bought back Red Bull and H 2O. I thought he wanted ti buy water for me but in the end is energy drink. I offered him one as he didn't take a mink either. That guy is really the opposite!!! For people gain energy from Red bull, he went to sleep after the drink. Sleeping during band practice?? Wow!! That's cool, why no one spotted??
I was looking for him and then, he was sleeping outside the classrooms. That is so unglam can?? He was sleeping with one of his leg over the other!!! Furthermore, dancers still pass him by?! I forced him back to the music room. I went dozing when i were attending a very very important lesson and i still can blow in my half sleeping condition. Had rehearsal before supper and i got scolding!! Scolding because of guest player!! He wasn't suppose to help me in the chores and i was being screamed at for working with him.
We finished all the cans he bought and he left home promising that he would return at 4. Then the worst came, many things happened and i am at lost st that point of time. I don't know what to do!! All i can do is to cry, really only crying helps me. Maybe not in terms of solving the problem but to release the stress in me. My relative visited me. What am i going to do??
DAY 3
We had final rehearsal to packed up. Repair man was here and i don't deny that i learnt quite alot. Not bad!! We packed up and left for dinner. Had fun as usual
Shall just do a abrupt ending for this. I am really so tired after not sleeping for two days. To add on, i am going out with them tomorrow. See you around.
DAY 1
Practice, practice and more practice, not to forget my welfare duty. Ran up and down FIVE times in a row just to get things done. I was really yearning for a breafast that point of time. Everything was quite nice except the fact that i was hoot by Ms thng openly. Had campbell soup for supper with the help of the guest player. As a matter of a fact, i really don't know that i have the power of making a person cry. My dear guest player almost cried just because i wronged him. In the end, we still patched up because i begged for his forgiveness.
Elaine was misbehaving at the camp. She didn't take a wink that night. Reason being, she had gastric pain through the night. Isn't she pitiful?? I think is okay after she had cup noodles from Mr Kat to fill her stomach. Seriously, i felt stupid when i almost toppled the leftovers when i was resting. I just have to say thank you to my dear guest player for his pillow to relieve my pain. Of course, i made his pillow smells.
DAY 2
On seeing that i was so stressed and tired on the second day, Ben bought back Red Bull and H 2O. I thought he wanted ti buy water for me but in the end is energy drink. I offered him one as he didn't take a mink either. That guy is really the opposite!!! For people gain energy from Red bull, he went to sleep after the drink. Sleeping during band practice?? Wow!! That's cool, why no one spotted??
I was looking for him and then, he was sleeping outside the classrooms. That is so unglam can?? He was sleeping with one of his leg over the other!!! Furthermore, dancers still pass him by?! I forced him back to the music room. I went dozing when i were attending a very very important lesson and i still can blow in my half sleeping condition. Had rehearsal before supper and i got scolding!! Scolding because of guest player!! He wasn't suppose to help me in the chores and i was being screamed at for working with him.
We finished all the cans he bought and he left home promising that he would return at 4. Then the worst came, many things happened and i am at lost st that point of time. I don't know what to do!! All i can do is to cry, really only crying helps me. Maybe not in terms of solving the problem but to release the stress in me. My relative visited me. What am i going to do??
DAY 3
We had final rehearsal to packed up. Repair man was here and i don't deny that i learnt quite alot. Not bad!! We packed up and left for dinner. Had fun as usual
Shall just do a abrupt ending for this. I am really so tired after not sleeping for two days. To add on, i am going out with them tomorrow. See you around.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
T_T
My seven month is coming and that heartless crap left me for China!!! Well, Have to celebrate that day on my own. I will have my revenge!!!! ZD, be careful this end of the year!!! I will make sure you regret this!!!!!
Bon voyage anyway!! =}
Bon voyage anyway!! =}
Cool!!!
What motives me to blog again today?? I feel that the reflections gave me the strength and power to do so. Why is that so?? Readers, maybe you will understand what i mean.
On Tuesday, I gave all the clarinetist a scolding for not taking care of their things. I mean hello.. It is your things. How could you possibly leave them around. Must have a sense of responsibility!!! I just added my " speech" on Tuesday and then the secondary ones gave me problem on the second day. Seriously, i was really puzzled. I thought i just finished screaming then they gave me this kind of problem. WOW!!! Isn't it??
I can assure you that i was a little hot tempered by that and i forced them to write reflections. I came across two very interesting pieces of reflections and i feel that i should share with my readers.
FIRST:
... If i am the senior, i would have give the juniors one more chance. After the one more chance, i will ask them to write reflections and help the seniors with the scores...
Elaine's reflection
- Haven't i gave them one more chance?? I gave them more than one chances. I gave them really alot, goodness gracious. Help seniors with the scores?! Are they up to the standard??
SECOND:
... I believe with more encouraging words and willingness to teach, i think the secondary one clarinetists would not let the band down.. Oh, sorry has no cure according to one of the seniors?? ( YL said sorry has no cure to them when they kept apologising for their mistakes)... Not entire fault has to be put on the secondary one clarinetist as we did put in our best effort in playing our instrument.. I should not have slept in class, no matter how bored and tired i was...
ELaine's reflection:
-When have i not gave them words of encouragment?? When did i unwillingly to teach?? What is the fault should not be put on the secondary ones?? Is it that they could really blow very very well?? If they could, why do they still need me?? I could just step down earlier!! I could have just sit there and dream!!! Alumni 's lesson is boring huh?! Fear not, i will tell French Horn alumni that. On second thought, haven't she has any respect for the alumni and seniors. That proves to me that she doesn't has manners. Writing down what the seniors told her?? This is a recommended behaviour!! But using them in this case, i can conclude that she is not good with words and also popularity.
I think that is all for reflections. Now you know how am i treat in band!!!
You love me; love me not
On Tuesday, I gave all the clarinetist a scolding for not taking care of their things. I mean hello.. It is your things. How could you possibly leave them around. Must have a sense of responsibility!!! I just added my " speech" on Tuesday and then the secondary ones gave me problem on the second day. Seriously, i was really puzzled. I thought i just finished screaming then they gave me this kind of problem. WOW!!! Isn't it??
I can assure you that i was a little hot tempered by that and i forced them to write reflections. I came across two very interesting pieces of reflections and i feel that i should share with my readers.
FIRST:
... If i am the senior, i would have give the juniors one more chance. After the one more chance, i will ask them to write reflections and help the seniors with the scores...
Elaine's reflection
- Haven't i gave them one more chance?? I gave them more than one chances. I gave them really alot, goodness gracious. Help seniors with the scores?! Are they up to the standard??
SECOND:
... I believe with more encouraging words and willingness to teach, i think the secondary one clarinetists would not let the band down.. Oh, sorry has no cure according to one of the seniors?? ( YL said sorry has no cure to them when they kept apologising for their mistakes)... Not entire fault has to be put on the secondary one clarinetist as we did put in our best effort in playing our instrument.. I should not have slept in class, no matter how bored and tired i was...
ELaine's reflection:
-When have i not gave them words of encouragment?? When did i unwillingly to teach?? What is the fault should not be put on the secondary ones?? Is it that they could really blow very very well?? If they could, why do they still need me?? I could just step down earlier!! I could have just sit there and dream!!! Alumni 's lesson is boring huh?! Fear not, i will tell French Horn alumni that. On second thought, haven't she has any respect for the alumni and seniors. That proves to me that she doesn't has manners. Writing down what the seniors told her?? This is a recommended behaviour!! But using them in this case, i can conclude that she is not good with words and also popularity.
I think that is all for reflections. Now you know how am i treat in band!!!
You love me; love me not
Monday, June 02, 2008
INSANE
Okay, I really pity this rabbit. My uncle treated it as me and hit it for fun. Isn't that insane?? Well, it is funny after all..
Studying?!
As usual sec4 s have to go back to school on June holiday. Everyone has on holiday mood. Don't agree?? Check out Elaine's desk..
Tissues everywhere. Untidy girl..
Still have twisters!!!
Now you agree?? =P
Tissues everywhere. Untidy girl..
Still have twisters!!!
Now you agree?? =P
Sunday, June 01, 2008
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The cycle comes and go and soon, sunday is here.. It is not that i am happy but i am really very bored. These days i am somehow stucked with band practices and i don't even have the time for myself. Movies; shoppings.. NO!! Not at all. I am really feeling that i am leading a boring life. Daddy is back yesterday and we didn't talk much. Maybe lack of understanding or something but situation can be improve.
Now, band stuff. Clarinetists are working quite hard these days. Really impressed with them. Rehearsal 2 ran quite well except the fact that we did squeek alot. Wonder who is that but that doesn't really matters. Maybe we should clap for their hardwork. *clap*
Next, I am having this gulit feeling these days. Just feel that i did hurt someone. Sometimes i want to be harsh in order to get things into place but, i just can't bring myself to it. I feel that i had messed up a person's life. What had i done. I feel like slapping myself to wake myself up; or maybe scold myself a slut. To me, i am worse off than a slut. I don't deserve what i have. Although i said "love yourself before others do", I can't bring myself to love myself anymore. I am not a good girl. No, not at all..
You love me; love me not
Now, band stuff. Clarinetists are working quite hard these days. Really impressed with them. Rehearsal 2 ran quite well except the fact that we did squeek alot. Wonder who is that but that doesn't really matters. Maybe we should clap for their hardwork. *clap*
Next, I am having this gulit feeling these days. Just feel that i did hurt someone. Sometimes i want to be harsh in order to get things into place but, i just can't bring myself to it. I feel that i had messed up a person's life. What had i done. I feel like slapping myself to wake myself up; or maybe scold myself a slut. To me, i am worse off than a slut. I don't deserve what i have. Although i said "love yourself before others do", I can't bring myself to love myself anymore. I am not a good girl. No, not at all..
You love me; love me not
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