TrEaT!!

~YESTERDAY~

Yesterday we all had band practice!! But after lunch, Yili, Jiaying and i helped Mr kat in packing the band storage room. (Some sort of slacking!! Too much sectionals, very tiring) We packed the scores with the librarian and Qianhui cleaned the cupboard. (Both of them were helping him since morning!! =}) While they were arranging the scores, I was arranging the scores too but were clarinet's. When Qianhui cleaned the cupboard, i was cleaning too but the clarinet's one. I was doing clarinet's stuff unless Qianhui asked for me to catch spiders. Not forget to mention, I had cleared Welfare's drawer and what i wanted to throw away, Mr kat picked it back. He said they were very nice but to me, I don't care if they were nice. I will throw no matter what be it they were "historical" items. ( Really very dirty and old, Can't blame me!!)

After the "winter" cleaning, (Spring cleaning is during Chinese new year but now is celebrating Christmas, how to spring clean. Okay, just a joke!! ) miss treasurers, Band major and Head welfare officer went to Causeway with Mr kat. ( Jiaying and i dropped forty before going, Yvonne, i am not sure) We went the for four stupid cloths and cheese cloth. Mr kat then treat us swensens. He is very stingy!! Only treat us the main course but we have to pay the desserts ourselves. I shall not complain since the ice-cream was billed under his credit card. We asked for balloons!!

He then sent us home by cab. I did help him to do something to clear my debt. In total, i owe him $11.30. How to clear?? Photocopy the conductor booklet which cost $5.50. I told him was $5.50 and i don't think he believe me. I think he was surprise that the price i got was low. ( He told me was 7 dollars plus 8 and now i got it for 5 plus?! =}

Thank you, mr Kat for the very nice treat!! =}

~TODAY~

I went to see a physician. Four big packet of medicines were what i got and that spent my half a day. The medicine was disgusting. Is all chinese medicine like that?? That wonders me too.

The physician seems to know what problem i am having. She knows i woke up suddenly late during midnight. She knows i am having sore throat. She knows i am feeling tired these few days. She seems to know alot. I just told her i am having periods almost daily with only a few days rest, I am having bad tempered and i was under lots of stress my darling CCA, band had gave me.

Spend my whole day seeing a physician and boiling the medicine. I had not been doing something productive!!

The treat for today.. a big bowl of bitter medicine!! =(

(I planned to upload photos. Bluetooth didn't allow that again today after much tries and even USB reacted the same!! Too bad then. Shall not upload the pictures anymore.)

I'm loved

I'm bliss

Because i met you

~14 november

Piano lessons

Was having great problems with that because my school changed the slots and happily took out my time. I am not leaving yet!! My lessons end on the last week of December, not now!! I was pissed off. Spent my time on these stupid things. ( what pissed me most was the content of the changes and also the attitude of the counter staff. Shall not mention; sort of a private) Well, cheer me up then!!

I'm confused
Am i loved
Am i bliss
~14 november

ContiNu3??

Okay, i kept my words.

Simlin dropped her fries!!! Show off somemore!!

I promised Simlin that i will upload this video. Why is it not in yesterday's post?? Because, I had some problems with the bluetooth. It took me about an hour to upload the video but in the end was unsuccessful!! Really dampened my mood thus i tried today.

To my surprise, i got this thing done within seconds. Irritating isn't it??

I'm loved

I'm bliss

~14november

You never pick up my calls!! =(

Another home late weekend

Busy day today!! I went Jurong library this morning for Kspiration for the launch for the very nice book!! This is the book i received today!!




Done by our very professionals sec3 higher Chinese students =}

That thing was fun. It has been long since the EX-2Aians sat together. I was laughing at those "long lost jokes" in the library. Although it is a library, who cares!! =P After all those fun, we planned to have our lunch!! But before that, darling and i took a photo to in commemorate the time we spent here!!


Cheers <3

After much commotion, we decided to take a train to Jurong Point to have Subway. We some sort like separated into groups: Elaine and simlin; Shufen, jiaying and yunhui
Simlin and Elaine were sharing messages. The rest.. seriously, i don't know what they were doing.

We continued to have difficulties " communicating" on what we want to eat in Jurong Point. In the end, Simlin and Elaine went to KFC and the rest went MacDonald. A nice lunch actually with all those cheekly acts..

Childish!!



For the rest of the pictures, check out Simlin's blog!!
http://its-imaginary.blogspot.com

After the lunch, I went Orchard with Yuhui to look for her shoes for PROM night. We went shopping for 2 hours plus and i felt like going home!! Lousy?! Far East Plaza is a big place with many many shops. I even forgot what shop i went in before!! To me, today's trip was not a pleasant one. We didn't buy anything!! Not fun!!

I stayed there until 5.15PM and we took 190 bus back to lot1. I still have an appointment thus i can't stay in Orchard for long!! I planned to go for a haircut at 6.15PM. Someone was late and made me waited for that someone and my time was dragged!! I got my hair cut so short that i can't even tie. Not bad, new hairstyle. =}

I went home at about 7PM and i got a scolding for don't know what reason. ( i think is about my hairstyle) I did murmur alittle to make myself feel better. Well, almost everyone thinks that it was nice but i can't get use to it. Another thing i need time to be acquaint with!! =}

I'm loved
I'm bliss
~14 november
Missing you everyday!!

Am i taking too hard on myself??

I was feeling so stressful today!! I wondered why? Everything turned out so bad. First, in band.
I am a leader and i should set good example. I was late today again and i made Jiaying they all to be late together with me.( Always late is not setting a good example!!)I was so guilty. I really wanted to do something to "rescue" them. This made me so moody.

I had spent my weekend for scores thingy which i mention before and what i get in the end?? No one appreciated my work!! I really don't want to bother already. If you all want to change all the scores, by all means go ahead. I am NOT going to stop you. If you all think you can do better than me, I am very glad to let you have my place.

Not rearranging your seats is my fault. I was slow in my work causing my members to be scolded by sir. But since i received orders for you to change your places, then CHANGE!! Acting blur doesn't help in anything. If sir's instruction is not clear, ask him again!! Don't give me that don't understand face. I am NOT going to help you. Your post is higher than me, you can't expect me to help you. What i talked to my members i don't need to tell you. My responsibility is not telling or answering you what had i done!! I am NOT your SECRETARY!! I had took all those jobs which are NOT inside my requirement. In another word, I am doing what is not require of me; i have done too much!!

Why am i taking so hard on myself?? Because i can't bear to see the whole section ruined. I don't want the section to die in my hands. Since my hard works are not appreciated, i might as well not do!!

Next, at home. I know all of you love Eunice. But the time was only 6.40PM. I still could fetch her later from her childcare!! ( Childcare closed at 7PM) Why must you yelled at me when i chose to fetch her later?? Picking her up is NOT my responsibility!! I only pity my aunt thus i volunteered to help. Now people are taking me for granted!! I hate that!!

I had kept lots of things to myself!! If you still think my temper is bad, think twice!! When is the last time you saw me throwing temper at home?? When is the last time you saw me cry??
It has been long!! I had control my temper and tears really well!! From what i wrote above, I can conclude that you all don't know me well!! You don't even try to understand me!! If you think you are doing the right thing, you are very wrong!!

Thanks to all of you, I am feeling despondent about life!!


I'm loved
I'm bliss
~14 november
Am i controlling too tight??
Do you have the room to breathe??
Are you stress with me??
I am like this because i love you too much!!

Yesterday was fun!!

Yesterday was clarinet outing!! I was late!! Hehe.. The rest of the 8 were waiting for me. Sorry, guys. I need time management!! =} Why 8?! Because:
Zhenyi= Not feeling
Syahirah= mummy is afraid that someone might spike her drink
Allen= cannot be contacted
Yuhui= mummy don't allow

First, we went Party World to sing and of course have fun!! That place was fun!! Yili sang lots of Jay Chou's songs. I think she was contented!! We all sang like mad and Jiaying that naughty girl, recorded Yili and i when we were singing. The video is in her camera so thus i can't put it up!! Jiaying is really good at bargaining. She "talked" to the waiter when some of the request cannot be made. Anyway, our requests were approved after that. We sang till about 1 plus and we left the place for Causeway!!

The clarinetist went to arcade as part of the gathering. Jiaying and i escaped from there because i am not used to noisy surroundings. (It just pissed me =}) We went window shopping and Jiaying was keen in some beauty products. Went rounds and rounds in Metro, Jiaying suddenly had this very nice idea. She wanted to put makeup for me!! To please that girl, i fulfilled what she wanted. We went toilet for that makeup session and her standard was also.. You know what i mean!! Calls began to flood my phone when we were having "Art" lesson. Who were they from?? Of course, my dearest Sectional leader.

We went for Neoprint shots and i soon discovered that i am no longer young!! I was exhausted after all the running up and down; changing of places. Well, at least the pictures turned out not bad. I had tried to make the photos as complete as possible but my scanner doesn't cooperate with me!! I think i have to acquaint with this machine!! The sticker photos:


Inside the balloons were Sectional leader and Assistant sectional leader. My members feel that i look pretty in the picture. Am i??
Persons that were cut away: Alicia and Adeline who was blocked by the balloon!!


Surprisingly, this is intact!! The Clarinet section!!
Person missing: Lydia who went for something; the rest who have excuses.



Another intact one!!
Person missing: Alicia( blocked by Peiwen)

After those sticker photos, We went for a late lunch. We took lunch at 3 plus. After all the walking and chatting, we started at 4.15PM. Yili that very smart girl, brought out her theory book and "we" finished the homework for her!! Take advantage of her fellow members.

The day ended with me accompany Jiaying home and took a bus back home.

TODAY??

Maths tutoring again and band practice!! I didn't blow my instrument today as most of the time were spent on gossiping. Today was the last session for tutoring!! My nice tutor treated me. Not really treat, but he gave me $5 for lunch. (没有诚意的家伙。要你陪我吃也不肯，没有诚意请我。）

I really don't know will my maths improve without him. He really helped me alot.

Speaking of that, he brought 2 new friends around. One is quite cold, don't like to smile. The other is fine, very cheerful. Wish to see them again!!

I was home early today!! My daddy brought me home after band practice. I skipped fall-in. Shall end here then.

This post is long..

I'm loved

I'm bliss

~ 14 november

Missing you every single minute

That annoying tutor

JC students are coming to Kranji for 4 lessons on maths. Today was the third one and i had decided to post this to remember the tutor i have: Yeo Zhenghang, Micheal.

He is quite nice actually. The problem with him ARE:
He doesn't like to share the same birthday with me
He doesn't know how to use mechanical pencil
He scored A1 for Higher Chinese paper( Too bad!! I don't like it =})
He likes to bully me!! (I will have my revenge someday)

That idiot treated me well today!! He PS me for another group of students. Mr Yeo, I am your tutee!!!! How could you PS me for another people!!!! So UNKIND!! Never mind, that is not all!! He still think that i cant dance!! Still dropped hints expecting me to treat him better. The hint: You know anot, maths tutoring is about $100 for 4 hours ( if i remember=})I was too kind to treat him sweet!! Okay, at least he still turned back to help me after much commotion.

To brightening up the atmosphere, he even made up an equation from my name.
The original question was this: log4 x =u (me)
then: elaine=u
e^2(lain)=u
lan( e^2 sq root -1) =u
u/lan= e^2 sq root -1

The first person that told me JURONG is pig cage!! He is a joker, i don't denied. Quite fun unlike his friend. I want to joke with him then he didn't get the joke, making me like a clown. Getting high on my own!!

Back to that idiot again. He is a director some more, with him around i doubt the show will be nice!! =P ( 讲我啦。。 我要报仇。看你还敢讲我吗？=P)He scored 90 plus for his A maths and thus he was made a 变态。Cool har??( 整天装可爱。。 不可爱啦）Ｓecret also don'ｔ want to share. SElFISH!!!＝Ｐ

2 weddings

I was really busy yesterday, running about attending 2 weddings. One was my cousin and the other junxian uncle. Really very tired. Was out at about 11AM and went home at about 12AM. Almost out for about 13 hours, not adding the "interval" time and the waiting time. I was dressed like this for the first wedding:

1st outfit:


Not too bad actually. The dress was so so short and low cut. My actions cannot be big!! If not i will be expose. =}


Many of my relatives said that i grew prettier and prettier except for my daddy. He feels that his daughter is getting uglier and uglier as the time goes by. So angry with him. He left me alone with my uncle and cousin. I have not seen them for about a few months. ( To be specific, 9 months and 6days) Of course, i don't feel a sense of belonging. Never seen them for such a long time already. My very nice daddy appeared only when we were inside the ballroom and disappeared again after the wedding lunch. The lunch was not bad. The event was held in one of the grand hotels.( Forgot the name =}) The services were good. Everything was good only for the food. The food was not bad but the amount of food were little. Everything was served in small servings.

Not forgetting the wedding pictures my cousin had. So childish!! They were running about like children. Her husband is quite good looking better than her sister's one who is handsome at the first look. =P

The whole thing ended about 3 plus and arrived home at 4.30PM. I went up my place to change for the second suit at 5 plus. Why is that so? Because, I waited for someone. We planned to meet at 5PM at my place and that someone was late. In order to keep myself busy while waiting, I walked to Sunshine place for a walk. Over there, i was a centre of attraction because no one ever dressed up like that scrolling down the place!! I was on heels and i can't even balanced on the thin heels. =}

Pictures on how thin the heels are:




That someone arrived at 5.10PM and that someone was like shocked to see how i dressed. After all the comments given by that someone, I went up to my place for a second outfit. For the first time, that someone agrees that i looked nice in contacts. =} That very moment, i was the one that was dragging. Everything was done by 5.30PM except for my hairstyle. I was quite surprised that i could dressed up in such a fast rate. Maybe i had my makeups on already which means i just have to do some touch up. =}

2ND outfit:

I went down at about 6PM, giving an excuse that i had to give my friend something. Went chatting until i saw my uncle Bernard. I ran to him with my heels again!! Fearing that i might topple and fall.

To be convenient, My family rent a bus to go Paramount Hotel. Not a bad idea actually. We went there as a whole family!! I don't like that Hotel. Reason being, there were lots of pubs and prostitutes. I don't mean i don't like prostitutes but i was mistaken for one!! The food was okay, but compared to the lunch, I prefer the wedding lunch. The restaurant's services were not good, the food was horribly served etc. The only thing i like was the gifts they gave out.
Pictures of the gifts:

Paper holder( very sweet)


Keychain( very cute)


Chocolate( very nice!!! Bitter chocolate)

The gifts are really very nice. I even used my artistic talent to create this artistic work. Not bad shot, right.
Paper holding in front of a glass of 7UP:

I discovered that i could capture pictures well!! Not forgetting my evil daddy. He left me alone again at the wedding dinner and reappeared when the dinner was starting. My uncle's was an unique one, different from others, he was engaged and got wed at the same place of the same day. Two events in one, not bad!! Memorable!!=}

We all took the bus home again and we all unpacked and washed up. I slept at 1AM because i spent time to wash away the thick makeup i had put. In the end, I dozed off while messaging!! Can't helped it. Too tired!! =}

This is a long long post!! =P

I'm loved
I'm bliss
~14 november

Frightening truth

I am having lessons conducted by the JC students. This is the frightening truth i unwrapped today..

We are born in the same day and same month. So frightening!!

Of course, not forgetting the face my tutor had. TRAUMATISED!! He was complaining the whole morning and i was like giggling the whole day. He was reluctant to has the same birthday with me!! Too bad then. Who asked you?? =}

I'm loved

I'm bliss

~14 november

busy!!!

I am having busy weekdays and weekends.

First, I have two wedding dinners taking place on the 17 which is sadly tomorrow. One i may have to attend it by myself, the other with my family members. I have not done anything yet. Many many things i planned to do but were left undone. I think i should make myself a timetable. Everything is so last minute.

What about busy weekdays? I am having band, band and more band practices. On top of that, I still have maths tutoring from JC students. Although, they were quite fun but thinking myself working overtime for band stuff, this practices really disgusted me. I have been staying back in school after the band members went home purely just to sort out the scores. With Jane's help, I think things can be done fast. I do have last minute weekdays. I had planned and draft the scores every clarinetist took. Clarinetist, don't ever think you can change the scores without my permission!!!

Usually, I would go for a fruit break but i gave it a miss today. I am stuck with all i have and i need time to settle which took away the time i have for my fruits. I had taken a picture of the fruits.


Guava, Dragon fruit, Honeydew( not colourful.. =()


This is what i had done to my earrings. I broke it!! Maybe i should take things slow and steady. That is what it will turn out if you are too excited!!

That is what i have got after falling in
love with you!!
I am bliss!!
So happy that i don't want to go
back to
where i belong
~14 November..

I don't trust anyone!! I don't think i can take it le. Why must i go against him and it turned out that he was right. Really really very painful..

Interesting!!

Something interesting happened today. We went for a fruit treat today as usual and all of a sudden, the fire alarm rang. Jiaying was abit sarcastic on what happened today. She wailed that she wanted to go home when the roller shutter rolled down. ( Normally, that thing will roll down after fire alarms) Well, i managed to take a picture of it.


Not a bad shot hur?? =}


Next, my friend went to Beijing for immersion trip. On her way back, she grabbed me this. Quite sweet. I haven't decided what to put inside but what i will put will be something as sweet as this pouch and her thoughts for me.. =}

Lollipop..

Today is also the last day for the sec3s. No more supplementary lessons anymore. Most of the sec3s must be happy. I am too but not really after that. ( Band is still going on!!!!!) Not too bad actually, still can see my dearest juniors. Weikang thinks that my teachers were crazy, having lessons and CCA the whole holiday. Too bad!! Who asked me to be in Sec3. Blame myself for growing up too fast then.. hehe.

My mood for this post: Not too bad actually. Just feeling that i am puking out blood soon. Having conversation with someone can KILL!!

Today

Well, not a bad day. I learnt lots of English words today and i made them into sentences. Quite fun actually; making sentences using names of who i know. List some out here:

terrain= landscape
Singapore's terrain is ugly?!

Rugged= confident and determined but not always polite
Liying has a rugged attitude.

Hoot; don't give a hoot
I don't give wanlin a hoot.

acquaint= accustomed
I had acquainted with liying horrible laughter.

despondent= extremely unhappy and feeling hopeless
Elaine is despondent with her English marks.

First time in my life, i was doing such thing during English lesson. Not too bad!! Can brush up my English!!

I terminated my piano lesson in YAMAHA today. I am now having that kind of cannot bear feeling; looking back to the past when i first touch the piano when i was eight. People change for the better!! Maybe i will work well having private piano lessons. =}

YAMAHA is moving next year! The branch in Lot1 is moving to Limbang. I am not affected since my last lesson end in December. I am not looking forward to its new building actually. Maybe i need time to acquaint to the new changes. Now, I am really feeling despondent. =(

Tiring but fun

Yesterday was kranji's open house. I was very tired. I danced, played the piano, played the clarinet, almost "show off" all the abilities i have. Start with the dancing..

I really miss ballet so i asked my nv ren to teach me some moves. She did and we went dancing in the canteen. It was really fun and i sweat like mad. Of course, not forgetting that i knocked into the modern dance booth. I was doing splits in the air and i don't know how to stop. Then, tada.. I banged into their booth. The dancers came running to me asking me whether i was okay and my nv ren was like "relax.. You are wearing skirt, not pants. Be more gentle" Who cares.. I was just too excited!! =} The dancing made my last performance a disaster. I was perspiring and i cannot concentrate. So sweaty.

I aimed at choir's piano for a very long time already. I can't hold myself from that so i went playing my favourite piece. Hehe.. The touch was not there and i was playing lots of wrong notes. Well, quite fun actually..

Next, the clarinet. Well, nothing much about that. I have been holding that for three years. One more year to go. =} I learnt some ballroom dance steps from sir too.. Will come in handy next time. =P

I went for a fruit trip again with my "ANTI" group members. Having fun there!! The girls were getting naughtier. Picked up my call when i was not around. But the call thingy was fun.. =}Went from place to place with someone. That person very troublesome. Buying dinner still don't know what to buy. In the end, that very troublesome person bought dinner( finally, after so much commotion) and he complained that it was expensive.

I returned home at about 7PM. Really very tiring. Never return home so late on weekends before. Well, having fun all day but what happened today?? Being so active yesterday, I have muscle aches again.. =(

Painting

I went back home after band and this was what i had done instead of going online. I even captured a video of it. Quite fun although lots of quarrels between the both of us. Enjoy the video..

Brought me back to the time when i was a little child. But the book was unique. Colours would come out by itself when water was added. Sorry guys, I suppose this should be upload on friday.. Better than never right?? =P

Translation

All of us came across this type of question in our school life. I did too. All of us are familiar with this; explain in your own words question!!

Comprehension did have this kind and i always have problem dealing with that. I am slow doing this kind of question actually. My method of doing..

Translate the English words to Mandarin then translate back to English again!! I am weak in English, i don't deny. But time consuming!! Ms Yong did ask help me in my comprehension since i always have difficulties. (I really don't know what word to replace!!) In the end, she was like puking out blood because all the words she asked, i answered in Mandarin. She was like i am conducting a English lesson not Chinese lesson. Reply me in English.

I know the words in mandarin. Words in English, I have no idea.. =P

Ms Yong said i would do well in translation and i would scored full marks in translation tests. Who knows? Maybe i could. Perharps, I should consider to be a translater in the future!! =
}

We've drift further and further away...

Start a fresh!

I returned to school on wednesday and what. My teacher thought i skip school on tuesday. I was on MC and i made a trip back to school and that is what i get!! First day of starting a fresh and this is what happen.

I recently changed!! Fresh look to start a fresh!! =}

I took some photos of it and maybe we could compare the changes made.. =P

Alicia n Elaine:

Alicia, don't be sad!! Anything happen, Elaine and jiaying will be with you de. =}

Little devil n angel:

Of course i am the angel.. hehe =P

darlings.. <3


Jingyi n Elaine:


I have change lots. I think i have change for the worse. All my thinking were evil!! Maybe i should change more but this time for the better!! =}

Open house coming!! Buck up for your practises, Band members!! I also have to buck up for my studies.. =(

Not feeling well

I am not feeling well physically and emotionally.

PHYSICALLY:
I had diarrhoea after the mango treat!! I didn't sleep on sunday night because i went rounds and rounds of toilet. I ended my third time in the morning 5.30AM. Third time was not the last one!! I went for 6 times. These 6 times were killer!! I bled in the end before i went to see my family doctor. I have proofs for that..

My medicine:








My medical certificate:

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I don't denied that when i first received my medicines i was very happy. My medicines came in all sorts of colour. Blue, Yellow, Green.. (all these colours i have never seen before) The doctor too joke with me until i want to slap him!! Well, I got 2 days MC and tada.. I am still at home roting. =}

Emotionally:
I realised that Lord Jesus is really very magnanimous. What he do i really can't follow. He often gives us what we want and his little request is just to obey him. Most people turned against him after taking what he gave. I really wondered how he felt after that!! I came across this problem yesterday too. I gave really alot to that person, I learnt to treasure people!! All i requested and wanted is just that person to follow me, to listen to me. But in the end, that person did it otherwise. I was really hurt. That pain was like never experience before. Really never! My sadness and anger always subside after a good night sleep or after an apologise. But this time, things will never be so simple. I change my URL, most of you should know and i did lots of things just to prevent that person from contacting me. That person wanted to do explainations but i forbid it. That person hurt me not once already, many many times.

I really cried in bed, everywhere!! I really had enough!! I am also a human, not a figure that gives you everything. I prayed for you was my mistake. What i did for you was also my mistake. I have learnt my lesson!! Rest assured, i won't be so foolish again!!

I just don't understand, why could Lord forgives those who did that to him. Maybe he is the God!!

Change

Unknowningly we came to the month of november!! I didn't notice it because i spent my time complaining i think. =}

What a weird title, "Change"!! Two reaons for that. Other than a change in month, the change in hobby is the other reason. I had been taking down pictures of body organs and now.. IT IS THE SKY!! To me, sky is a reflection of the sea. Isn't sea calm?? So in other word the sky is calm too. =}






The sky is the only thing that could keep us accompany when we are bored. The sky is the only thing that kills the boredom!!

I don't know why. I love the sky and look forward to its new changes. At least it won't say that i am worthless!!

Worthless..

Am i really not worth??
My heart really shattered when i heard that. No one told me that i am not worth before. I can't stand when i heard someone said that to me let alone my close friends. I am not worth for my friends to do something for me!!

She is worth for you to do friend test for her. I am not worth for you to arrange the timing for meetings. Fine then!! Stick to her all you like!!

Now i am crying like a kid. Pleased now??

The sky??

The sky today was weird!! More cloudy to sunny and the sky was still bright at around 6.50PM. (Nomally the sky would be dark arounf 6.30PM so still having a nice colour at 6.50PM is a surprise?!) But the image dissapeared within seconds!! I still managed to capture some of these images down!!





Quite clear har!! Wish that the sky could be like that everyday!! Wish that my mood could be as clear too!! =}

Proposal??

Someone proposed to me!! Well, not really!! Wanlin and i was like playing with this. Today as usual had lessons. We went to minimart for our break and we decided to have a ring to memo our relationship as dars. =}

Pictures of the "wedding" ring




Joshua thought the ring was real. Okay, It was not real and it only cost about 20 cents.. =} That's the fun part what. Having a cheap ring as a memory. This proves that we love each other more than anything, isn't it.. =P

That's all for today i assume. Check out tomorrow then. =}

Power hungry

I am so angry today!! I look forward to band but i don't look forward to its politics!! I hate politics. What is the difference between a major and a section leader?? To me, a major is the person that looks after the whole band!! When it comes to a section, sectional leaders are the most powerful person. As a sectional leader, I don't care what post the person holds!! When that person "stepped" into my territory, that person must listen to me since i am the biggest or second biggest.. (Sectional leader is always the biggest in the section

The bible did mention, judge yourself before you judge others. To me, all people must look at themselves before they say others. If you scold me that I'm tapping my foot when i was playing, then what are you doing when you are playing?? You too tap your feet!! If you can, why can't i??Isn't a bit contridicting?? If you want my section members to SHUT UP their mouth, you just close yours first!! I believe my juniors will act accordingly to what you portrait. Since you can't control yourself, how can my junior control themselves?? Isn't it a common sense??

I am a assistant sectional leader. I also deserve respects!! I am not a maid!! I do arrange scores to help the members find their scores better. Packing the files and cupboard are NOT part of my duty. My duty is just to ensure the whole clarinet section is running. That is all!! Why should i listen to you and pack the cupboard when you "command" me to. I am also a leader!! Are you telling me that major can treat other leaders as maids??

I really had enough!! I don't like power hungry people.. I hope you would do some reflections on it!!

Feeling much better.. =P

Over!!

I had been doing countdown for O level and today everything ended. All my intensive chinese lessons, big lesson, HOD.. All are gone!! I missed it seriously. I don't know why. I complained and i wanted it so so much now. Contridicting!!

I can't say i did well today. I am already not focusing in paper 2. I want to sleep!! I was like dozing off in the middle of the paper but i still finished it. =} Okay, i think i did not too bad actually. 1 O level down.. =P

Band practises resuming!!! To be frank, i don't want to go. As a leader of Welfare and a section leader, i think i better knocked off this idea of mine. I am a leader!! How could i say i don't want to go!! I should set an example for my juniors but can't a leader has a mind and thoughts of her own?? =(