PHYSICALLY:
I had diarrhoea after the mango treat!! I didn't sleep on sunday night because i went rounds and rounds of toilet. I ended my third time in the morning 5.30AM. Third time was not the last one!! I went for 6 times. These 6 times were killer!! I bled in the end before i went to see my family doctor. I have proofs for that..
My medicine:
My medical certificate:
.I don't denied that when i first received my medicines i was very happy. My medicines came in all sorts of colour. Blue, Yellow, Green.. (all these colours i have never seen before) The doctor too joke with me until i want to slap him!! Well, I got 2 days MC and tada.. I am still at home roting. =}
Emotionally:
I realised that Lord Jesus is really very magnanimous. What he do i really can't follow. He often gives us what we want and his little request is just to obey him. Most people turned against him after taking what he gave. I really wondered how he felt after that!! I came across this problem yesterday too. I gave really alot to that person, I learnt to treasure people!! All i requested and wanted is just that person to follow me, to listen to me. But in the end, that person did it otherwise. I was really hurt. That pain was like never experience before. Really never! My sadness and anger always subside after a good night sleep or after an apologise. But this time, things will never be so simple. I change my URL, most of you should know and i did lots of things just to prevent that person from contacting me. That person wanted to do explainations but i forbid it. That person hurt me not once already, many many times.
I really cried in bed, everywhere!! I really had enough!! I am also a human, not a figure that gives you everything. I prayed for you was my mistake. What i did for you was also my mistake. I have learnt my lesson!! Rest assured, i won't be so foolish again!!
I just don't understand, why could Lord forgives those who did that to him. Maybe he is the God!!
