After all these years, i know i am well-protected by my family. I always feel that a family wont scatter, even if it does, a bigger one will be behind, to give support. However, little did i expect, my broken shelter becomes an "evidence" and a reason for divorce. I dont like this kind of feeling. I am serious.

untitled.

cute.

Again, i toured WL's blog. By means i found this link and there i found many inspiring yet funny posts. One of them is this.

I find myself really hard to please these days.

How?

I can't even please myself.

I don't even know what i know.

Tell me.

Please.

how?!

Hahahs. I really had great fun with best friend today!!! Love him to the core. I wondered if he had great time.. Hope he do!! =))

Heard that he is coming down tomorrow. Really want to see his "ugly" face but i am going to have a busy day tomorrow. Church and mummy's place!! =(( Gotta see how first. =((

Recently i had scolding from grandma again. She is nagging like why WX didn't go home with me anymore!!! (GOR GOR HUH!!! YOUR FAULT HUH.) Then she assumed that i misbehaved that's why bro gab don't want to go home with me!! How sad. (GOR GOR!!!! HOW??! )

Going to go for ITC on the 22nd to the 24th. Aiya!! Going to miss another family gathering. Oh, and cousin Mar's birthday celebration. As well as church service for me to repent.

Yeah, i managed to catch KY today. She has grown so big already!!! But her smile stays as lovely.She behaves like koala bear, hugging her mummy. Though i managed to keep her smile going, but she still refuses to let me carry her. Hope that she don'tbehaves so dao the next time!! =)))

i want to be your best friend forever.. =))

nonsensical

I feel like i am some young childish kid that throw temper before i can get everything right.
I am sorry, best friend. Sorry for your change of mood.

I really don't know why i have this guilt in me.
Towards best friend yea, TOTALLY MY FAULT.
Towards eye candy, i don't feel good make him help me donate stuff.
Towards seven, though we didn't really make a pact that i will help out the booth with her. I feel like i choose her over lessons.
Towards SQ, i don't know. I just feel guilty.
Towards eunice, i scolded her for no apparent reason

What's changing me? Or i am all along like this?

i think i should just avoid people
i am just too good at making them unhappy.
ask yourself
are you worth to be some best friend?

BEST FRIEND FOREVER!!! <3

just to make you happy, eng teng. =PP

untitled

I AM SO CONFUSED!!! =@@
i am stuck in this very weird situation. i am a best friend and also an eye candy. L has a female best friend and an eye candy. B too has a female best friend and an eye candy. sadly, normally in this kind oif situation, eye candy wins. but i am not going to let it come true for L's case. Bcos i know how much it hurts for best friend to bear. it is really very painful. B is going to get his ideal girl. he mentioned how wonderful the girl is. he said he's gonna be some people who are full of happiness. he treasures me and perhaps i should treasure him too. more perhaps.