Tuesday, March 30, 2010

my reflection

Reading people's profile, browsing through blogs. Then you will discover that actually things have already been taken over.

Remember those time when you were in secondary school, those innocent times, those fun times. But after you moved on to other places, things that took over will be your tertiary friends. Over that, you will have your 'own' fun times, yet not so innocent ones. And when time is up, you will move to another place.

Time just pass and never return. And one day, when you are as bored as me, you will read through all of their journals, see through all their profile, you will soon realise that you are long forgotten. It is bound to happen when your presence is longer needed.

Yes, you may feel sad and awful. But time still moves on...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

lil feeling

Oh well. I went back to my secondary school a couple of days ago. In fact 2 to 3 weeks away from now. I just have this weird feeling. All along, i have sense of belonging to the school. However, this feeling seems to creep away from me as time pass by. All the unfamiliar faces make me feels like a stranger.

This very sian feeling kept me accompany almost through the whole journey. BUT BUT, when i saw my band teachers, it's gone. I heard from PS that Kat and Nat became "untouchable" people. Meaning,

MOOD = UNTOUCHABLE
MOVEMENT = UNTOUCHABLE

However, when they saw me, they gave happy faces!! Even when i snapped a few shot of Nat, she wasn't angry a bit. Kat asked to take a photo with me!! Even so, he 'whined' and complained how rare it is to see me in school.

To be frank i was pretty shocked. But nevertheless, i was delightful!! Perhaps, i should get another date with PS and go back to school again.

Tuesday, March 09, 2010

happy

Now i am super happy!! One of my ex-co commitee blogged something for me. Today i was really upset when i see someone. Worst still, when we were talking about my role, that particular person began her very own conversation with her own friend. I was always affected by oter's action, no doubt.

For break, a few of us hid in the toilet and gossip. I shared my story and they all support me!! i am really so so touched!! And now,

miss 7 post this for me
http://open-up-moii-soul.blogspot.com/2010/03/pure-jealousy-i-would-say.html
THANK YOU 7

Read it up when you readers are free. i shall end it here. i am really sleepy!!! TEEHEE!! =DD