post to my one and only best friend

To my dear
BENJAMIN TAN ENG TENG,

eh.

i am really going to make it very simple

and

full of my accent.

i will still adore you my best friend.

even though you always make me very angry and sad

and it seems like changing my happy mood is your forte

i will really try to be happy okay?

i really promise.

you please dont change okay?

i dont know what happen to you after clubbing

but it kinda hurt me when you say you dont want to talk to me

and said that i am kinda holy.

but but

i will still love you

and treat you like my best friend

my last warning

you cannot hide away from me okay?

never do that

you are my gift

the precious gift from God

i dont know whether God tells you this

but you are the best gift ever.

i mean it

seriously.

stupid girl.

end of 2009

I have plenty to say and do. I want to thank lots of people. in fact, 2009 is the best year i had ever had. I know my best friend, I had good terms with my cousin, i entered poly etc. In fact i want to maintain these relationships next year. I still want to be best friend with my best friend. I want everything to be the same as now. I sincerely hope so.

My best boxing day ever.

On 26th, i spent my day out with my best friend. Went to quite a number of places and he irritated me by asking whether i enjoyed my day out.


First point-
FERRER PARK.
Went there to broaden my view and of course, embarrassed him by calling him "DADDY" in the public. City square is going to be some very nice shopping centre in years to come!! Around 10 storeys high!! I was kind of happy and high when i saw it. After which, we took train to our second destination.


Second point-
BOON KENG
How do i say this. I was cheated by the name. I saw this "shopping centre" and i happily convinced that it is air-conditioned which plenty of pretty shops. However, i was proven wrong. It was just another dry market and i can hardly differentiate between market and shopping centre. Anyway, we decided to lunch there before catching a bus in the rain.


Third point-
CINELEISURE
I accompanied BT to get a present for his brother. In the end, we got nothing. However, while waiting for bus, we started to show violence!! Hahas. Best part ever!!



Fourth point-
VIVOCITY
The point where i feel like commiting suicide. I walked the whole place until i lost count the numbers of steps i laid there. No forgetting, we saw Matt. He helped us in getting a ball. The both of us shared a bottle of vodka; the third time in the row i have been drinking. Send Matt to the bus stop and both of us went back to Converse to get the ball. I was really scaring BT by not talking to him!!

Fifth point-
GEYLANG
The worst place to get to in fact. We took a bus back to Boon Keng then take another bus there. Apart from those bus-ing, we still walked like a few minutes. I really got to admit that BT's sixth sense is good. He got the hitch that the path we were walking is the "good" side and it turned out to be true!!! (Geylang has this odd and even number rule.) We were like walking on the safe side yet there were still "chicken" around. BT experienced the 'being asked' feel and i got my butt stared. Indulge durians and roti john which tasted like heaven.

After everything, we trained back home. Perhaps i am insane but i hope to go back to the "chicken" paradise again!!! =PPP

amazing.

I popped by WL's blog a few days back and discovered something real fun.

Guys are assholes.
If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed.
If you’re quiet, you don’t care.
If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy.
If he calls you, he says you should be happy.
If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you.
When you do love him, he leaves.
If you don’t fuck him, you’re a tease.
If you do, you’re easy.
You tell him your problems, he says you’re irritating.
If you don’t, he says you don’t trust him.
If you lecture him, you just want to argue.
If he lectures you, it’s because he ‘cares.’
If you break a promise, he doesn’t trust you anymore.
If he breaks it, it’s because he had to.
If you cheat, he expects it to be over.
If he cheats, he wants another chance.
Guys drink to forget about girls;
girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor;
when girls are in love, they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can’t forgive;
girls can forgive, but can’t forget.
When guys are heart-broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl; when girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love;
girls wish to be his last.


isn't this amazing?

RAmblings

Seriously, i was really mad at you.
I really want to bite you off.
I want to scold you upside down for what you have done to my junior.

However, i have decided not to do so.
Not because i am scare,
Not because i am weak.

That is because i don't want to behave like you
It will not make any difference between you and me.
I will be another bitch if i do so.

SELF-PROTECTION!!

discoveries at discoveries.

I have just make a discovery. I think i have neglected this little place for sometime. It is not that i don't have anything great to write or to keep in memories, it is just that i am plain lazy. I wonder if everyone has the same feeling as i do, but i feel that the people coming and going seems to decrease. In fact, this place has lost its time. However, the hit counter proves me wrong. I have noted that it jumped more than 20 numbers and also, RAINE PIG PIG ANG did leave a message.

RAINE ANG,
I AM REALLY VERY TOUCHED OKAY, THOUGH THE STUFF YOU COMMENT CAN JUST SHEER JUNK!! HAHAHAS!! JOKING!!

BEFORE I GET THIS OUT OF MY HEAD...
LYNETTE NG!!! HAHAHAS. I WAS BUSY HUNTING DOWN YOUR WHEREABOUTS UNTIL I SAW RAINE'S PICTURES. I REALLY GOT TO GET YOUR NUMBER AND TEXT YOU REAL SOON.

I shall call it off for now. =)))

Random thoughts

I dont know why. But i feel so blessed all of a sudden!!! I have a best friend that will comfort whenever i feel so down. A act cute brother that will take all my nonsense, my secondary school buddies that will drag me out every now and then. I feel so so blessed.

First, my best friend. I really hate to admit this but i will really miss him when he go to Shanghai. I think i will cry but i kept telling him that i will be an idiot if i really cry. He often make me angry and happy. I don't know why. Perhaps is his big bad mouth. Keep on saying that i am an airport. That is mean lah!!! AND AND!!! He often says i am not cute, not hot, not pretty.
!@#()(*&^%$#@!
What kind of best friend is this?? Go and bang the wall lah!! Hahahs. =PP I always have things to tell him!!!
However, however, he is always the first to make me happy. Telepathy!! (sometimes will fail. )hahas =PP

Second, My poor brother. I don't know why. I love to throw my nonsense at him. Like 1 month don't talk, 1 year no interaction. Go and find his nobody friend. Hahas. Then i will merely laugh at his weak salvation. He will always give way to me, then try to make me happy even though most of the time it is not working. Hahhas. I enjoy his patting but sometimes he is so stingy thta he wont even bother to send a single message. Then try to make up some excuses that he thinks that i will believe whole heartedly.Sadly, I will rebut him until he is lost of words!!! =PPPPP


Lastly, My secondary school buddies. I am so looking forward!!!! I am meeting them this coming friday!!! I haven't been seeing them for so long. I was ill on the day we suppose to meet. I feel so guilty!! Supposingly,we should be danging our legs in the steamboat restaurant eating for hours but was sadly cancelled.
ALL BECAUSE OF ME!!!
Now another meeting coming up!!! Repenting time coming too!!! I really miss their very very cute faces. =(((( Hope that i can meet them really really often!!!! =))))