Monday, April 07, 2008

long long break

I shall blog after the long break. Actually, this break to me is not long. Seriously, i just being lazy a part from the fact that my Internet was down. Okay readers, i updated finally.Everything isn't too fine for me these days. I wondered if i was just thinking too much? I am really feeling of graduating. That is bad, really bad.

I have been doing some soul searching and a weird discovery was found. I can't put them in words and i am troubled by it. Not the not able to put in words thing but the weird discovery!!! I think i am just going to fight that down.

That reminded me of something. To you guys may be a pity but i missed the Adam Khoo's workshop. I was having fighting against my flam which is so capable!!! It managed to block my windpipe and i have difficulties breathing. I too have sore throat!! Poor me. But, i managed to defeat that and i somehow sensed that it's coming back to me. My Saturday practice was a disaster. That evil thing almost came out when i blew my instrument. My flam almost went into my instrument!!! Can you believe it???

I took back the job of taking care Mr Kat's precious. The originals!! That was interesting!! In fact, I can take the chance of sneaking out.

ZD bought honey for me. To me was like FINALLY. That evil promised me years ago and that almost became a debt. I am being very sensitive these days. I wondered. A small thing could become big!!! Change me dears, change me!!!!


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