It has been a year, specific 364 days. 
I thought i like you, i thought i know you. 
But is now, i found out that it's memories i have been living on. 
I always fear to look at your pictures
All along i thought i will cry so so badly
But today, 
I took a step forward. 
I peeped at your online diary
I browse through the photos you took
"Is this the person you love?"
"Is this the person you long to have as future?" 
Surprisingly, 
The answer is no. 
The face, which i feel that i will remember
Now, it looks unfamiliar. 
The face i have in memory is not like that
How silly. 
The birthday gift from me....